the photo album

  Last night while you were out with you friends I open up our photo album to look through it. It contains our history of the first time we dated when our parents wanted to take a picture. I look closely at you face how much this did bug you but you were the true trooper for them. The first Christmas we share as boyfriend and girlfriend when we open our first gifts together That look on you face when you open you gift I give you was so wonderful as I could you cry When I open you gift  you give to me I was in awe it was the best gift I ever gotten in my life Oh the memories did these picture's bring back to me of how blessed I am with you in my life The pictures of time  we have taken of us will always be the source of our love caught in time The time I got on my knee to ask you to be my wife I would never expect the face I saw This picture told of it all the love you have for me and the love I have for you caught in time As the tears fill my eyes I saw the picture of you in you wedding dress so beautiful and pure bringing to me the words of our vows we made to each other and kept to this very day Oh How can I say without the tears that I have now falling from my face I will never be alone never feel a day without love a day without happiness ever since that first day we meet.. Last night as i went through the photo album my heart melted because of our love we have..  

there are times

  there are times in life when you have to take a path to what you want to do in Life there are times that you lonely and all alone feeling the storm clouds all around you.. there are times when you so happy with how things are going for you in this life.. there are times when i just lay awake at night and just cry for the lack of love i don't have there are times i wished i would not wake because i feel no one would ever love me there are times when you find the one you love and want to share you life with forever there is this time right now i have it all i have you my love and you make me so happy there is a time for everything the bible says so i think we went through most of these there were times we made mistakes and there were times we did everything right there is a time to say i love you with all my heart and would you marry me my love.. there are times when life is grand i know have these times in my life all because of you my Love!!!...  

this fear i have

this fear I have is so strong and true my heart is scared for  what may lay ahead in life I look at this world and see the pain so many go through at the hands of evil that is around seeing women girls children being abused  raped and killed and mothers not loving there children. Fathers who do not love the children or gives a hug or a word I love you so why is life so cruel people on drugs and willing to die at there own hands where did there hope go that drugs was the answer so I went to the one who cares for all the world and prayed this prayer  for those who has been hurt take the pain and suffering and give them peace in there hearts that you love them so that the day will come when evil will answer for every women every girl every boy that been hurt or killed that eveil will be judge ti hell forevermore,, and that they that were hurt feel Gods love through out all time.. this fear I have is so strong and true my heart was scared but not anymore because My lord lives in my heart for evermore. I have no more fear my heart is brave I have the one who died for me holding me in his mighty arms... let those who meant this evil feel his love for ever more praise his might name!!!

the rainbow

After the rains the sun comes out..  To make the most beautiful of all rainbows in the sky..  With all the brilliant colors they show the world of one of God's promise's he has made to us.. To some the rainbow gives them hope for that pot of gold  that supposed to be at the end of it.. To some it speaks of a better time ahead.. With hope in there hearts for a brighter future.. To some the brilliant colors inspire them to be creative and use the talents they have inside. The bands of the seven colors so pure and wonderful in the purest form of colors to mankind.. Every time it rains I look for Gods promise of the rainbow he has made to us.. To tell the world of his Glory... And with this rainbow he gives to us to is to tell the world he keeps his promise's he has made to mankind... So not only when we look upon the rainbow ..Our Father in Heaven does also to remind him of his word to the world my friend.. Let there be many rainbows in our lives .That when we look upon one after the rains stop. That we  remember the promises we have made to each another.. And be like the rainbow ever so wonderful.. That keep's us reminded of our Father  in heaven.. Who loves us so. And for us to love one another. So let's look towards the heavens and watch for the rainbows that tell of a promise long ago made to us by our loving father so long ago of his love of mankind...

the clouds of life

as the clouds of the day drift by for all to see you see patches of blue sky so perfect to see. in this world full of uncertainties we seem to be unwilling to let our hearts be known to others. look at the stars our Good Lord has made for us to wonder and think of the possibilities. if we close our eyes and try to live a life all alone we will have lost what God has intended He has given us insight and knowledge to seek out the answers we need in this life so today as I was laying on the ground and watch the mighty clouds drift by I thought of you. if I never open my heart and feelings to you it be just like the clouds above drifting on by as I notice even though there be clouds in our life's  some are good and some are bad that they do pass by and the sun returns to say all will be alright and how great it is to be alive..

this is the day

This is the day we were suppose to marry my love.. And there you are with another.. That night you cheated on me broke my heart in a million pieces my love.. I loved you with all my heart!! There was nothing in this world i would not have done for you but you did not care.. You wanted to be with another and you did not care or love me enough to stay true.. Now my days are filled with pain of a love lost in my life. Why my love did you cheat on me my love? You told me you loved me so very much and i was the only one for you.. Why did you lie to me my love? How long have it since you fell out in love with me my love? Why did you not care for me? My heart will never be the same..Because my love i loved you more then you did me.. This is the day we were suppose to be marry.. But instead here i am alone and broken hearted..

THE Magic we found

There you were on the dance floor moving like an angel so beautiful and graceful.. I could not take my eyes from you because of the way you were dancing so beautiful.. The perfume you were wearing smelled so wonderful like being in a garden full of flowers.. I've asked you to dance with me this night.. And then the magic happen we moved as one.. So wonderful in each others arms. Our eyes locked into each others. And we felt the magic. It was like we were the only one's in the room.. As our hearts melted into one for each other.. The dance was coming to an end. But there we were still dancing to our own music we made.. The room had empty and there we were.. In the middle of the room in each others arms.. Lost in each other and dancing to the beat of love we found.. This night was full of magic... Here we are today still dancing with each other we never missed a beat for our love for each other.. The magic still lives on today because our hearts became one for each other.  I will dance with you through out the times as we move to the magic of the song in our hearts.

the day that change my life

Sometimes my life is not  what many see on the outside my friend.. They think nothing bothers me. There are many a night that I have cried alone in my bed.. Because no one knows the pain I am in. The day that I faced when I lost the one I love change my world for ever more.. The tears come easy now for me. I was at work my friend when the call came in. To say my love was killed in a accident on the road. I drop the phone and not moved a muscle.. I do not remember nothing my friend.. My mind just thought of my love., Just this morning when we awoke .. There she was holding me and smiling so much... Telling me how lucky she was to have me to love.. And how much she loves me  with all her heart. We woke up from bed she cooked me breakfast.. And we sat there staring into each other eyes . Then it was time for work we held each other and kissed each other and saying I love you to one another... That was the last kiss my friend my last hug and my last look of my love I ever will have.. Today I am alone with her alive in my heart.. For my love for her was a forever love.. So this is the pain I keep inside the loss of my love.. And I cry alone at night wishing she was her with me.. I do anything to have one last kiss with my one true love...

Seems like yesterday

The days with you seem to fly by very fast my love it just seems like yesterday when I first met you... I remember the first time I asked you go out with me how shy you were and you just giggled.. the first date we had at the movies when you laid you head upon my shoulder so softly. the first time I said I Love You I saw the tears of joy flow from you eye and  that smiled.. oh yes that smile of yours this is what brought me to you .. you smile brightens up any room.. I love the walks we had in the park, that look of joy resting upon you face was worth it all.. I remember the funny things we do together how you love to tickle my feet to wake me up.. The very first time you baked me a cake you have forgotten to add the sugar to it and how you felt But it was the best cake I ever had eaten. because my love it was made by you with love for me. I loved how you speak of me when you think I am not around to you friends telling them the love you have for me... I love how you snuggle close to be when you get scared and just want to be close to me.. Yes the days seem to fly by with you my love for these days are the best I ever had.. My love for you grows with each and everyday to see you face first thing in the morning and the last thing at night. So here  is the day when our first born is being born what a blessing it is for us my love.. Our first child is a girl she just as beautiful as you my love now I have the two girls to love for the rest of my life. Yes the days seem to fly bye it just seems like yesterday when I first told you I love you..

felt so alone untill

If i did not have a friend in you my love.. I be so alone in this world with out no hope.. Everyday while i was growing up i never once had some one tell me why they cared for me.. At night i would cry my self to sleep and not let no one see oh hear  how empty i was inside.. No one ever said they loved me.. All i ever remember was them laughing at me for no good reason.. Maybe it was the clothes i was wearing since my mom never had much money to spend.. She was so busy never took the time to say i love you.. She was always so tired to care.. I grew up in my own little world.. Where no one could have ever hurt me i felt safe there.. This was my life until the day you walked into my life.To change it forever.. And you made me feel so loved ..You shown me a different way of life that open my heart to a new world of love and caring.. Thanks so much for being my love but most of all thanks so much for being my best friend..

what a friend i have

When you feel down and have no where to turn just turn toward Jesus he understands!! He will never say to you I told you so.. He will just  but his mighty arms around you... I have been on this road before when I thought I lost everything that matters to me... The times were rough and no one seem to care. Because there life was so busy to care.. There were times I wished I was died!! Just to escape the pain I was feeling.. But Jesus came to me... He knocked on my door and I let him in.. And I heard his story of what he had done for me.. As tears formed in my eyes he said to me there is nothing I can't forgive.. just call upon me!!! I remember this night he knocked on my door and he told me of his love for me I was in awe!!! No one has ever care for me like this!! Willing to die for me and forgive me of all my sins ..His love passes all understanding my friend.. You feel it through out you soul and you heart!! Because you see my friend that night he called upon me was the night I wanted to die... He shown me a way that I never knew or felt before.. And that I was somebody worth loving!! So that night as the tears came to my eyes.. The burden of shame.. The burden of hurt.. Was lifted from me as with every sin I committed.. And know I know I have a friend in Jesus!! So today I have everything to live for.. And now I know why he knocked on my door because I am worth loving.. Liked he said to me.. Because He first loved me before I knew him.. I love you Jesus!! And I praise you name.!! Thanks for all you done for me you made me free from all my sins.. And today my love he brought me into you life.. What a joy i feel sharing my love with you..

my best friends

well I am here in my bed and mommy and daddy just tucked me in for sleep.. right beside me was my very two best friends.. Whom I shared my deepest secrets..They were my bunny beany and my horse beany  who has never ever told  anyone of my secrets that i have told them.. When the storm clouds come and the thunder roars there are my friends bunny and horsey snuggle up close to me. To protect me from those flashes of lighting and the thunder so loud ..I was so scared but when I held on to bunny and horsey they made me feel safe inside..They promise not to tell of how sacred I was. they my very best friends I have in this whole wide world always there to keep me safe and listen to my dreams and hopes and plans I have ..always staying close to my side

so sorry

i know i am not perfect my love.. I know what i did could never be change or be taken back.. I live with this everyday blaming my self for what i did.. I can not even forgive myself.. I made a promise to you my love that i would never break you heart.. But i did do that my love.. I seen the hurt that i had caused to you my love for what i did.. I will never forgive myself... I tried to say i am so sorry my love.. And i thought you forgive me from what i did.. I know you have not forgotten because of the pain you live with you carry everyday.. I wished i could take this day back my love.. I would have not done what i did ..It was wrong my love.. I really love you dear more then you will ever know.. I will do anything to make it up to you my love.. I wished i did not break you heart and caused the tears of hurt you cried.. I am so sorry love i want to make you heart whole again.. Because my love i love you so very much.. So listen to my heart as i tell you these words.. I love you with all my heart ,mind and soul you my life, my love my everything.. I know i cant go on with out you in my life.. My love you have the key to my heart please  keep it safe.. Because no one else can ever come in again but you my love. I love you so very much and always will through out all time..

the lion

Take a look at the lion how powerful and mighty he is.. Just the beauty of this lion is grand ..Our Good Lord knew what he was doing.. And one day soon my friend we will once again lay with the lion.. Look how he moves as he walks.. Knowing he is the best of the best.. What a  beautiful sight to see..  I love to hear the roar of the lion letting the others know he is around and in charge. I love how he protects the one he loves and how the lion take's care of there young.. A lion is one of Gods greatest beasts. So fast  so strong and once was so gentle as can be,, You could have walked up and petted it and listen to it purr... One day soon when our good Lord comes back to claim his own.. We will once again walk side by side with the Lion who is one of God's greatest design..

it is the right time

Here it is my love the day I thought would never come. This is the day we will be married. The very first time we talked about this the times seem so far away. we just said it is not the right time yet. We went through our life's making sure of want we wanted out of life So when the time was right I asked you to marry me. We had this wonderful engagement to each other always being there no matter what. We looked at each other's hearts and we both knew the time was right to make this commitment to one another. I am so in love with you and I am so glad for today has come I waited for this all my life To have this one Girl who I would love for all time to  meet her needs and wants in this life I am glad the time has come to see you in you wedding gown there you are so beautiful Waiting for the music to start to walk down the aisle with this beautiful smile and a tear in you eye. there I was in the front of the church looking down the aisle  watching the most beautiful bride in the whole wide world.  I took you hand and there we stood and when I heard the words I now pronounce you man and wife I knew the time has come. for our journey to begin

the time has come

I  am just here tonight all alone in my bed thinking of how I will ask you to marry me .. I go over and over the words I want to say to you in my head just to find the right ones to say..You see my love the first day I have met you. I had fallen head over heals in love with you.. I love the silly things you do. I love the  serious time we have to my love. I love you so much ..You have chased all my troubles away my dear to give me this feeling of warmth I have inside.. I am more sure of my future with you then with anything else that I ever felt before in my life.. I look through the times we were dating ..Some funny, Some sad and some with romantic love.. How we were there for each other when the storm clouds gather to try to pull us apart.. But you and I held on tight not willing to let each other go.. Our love was stronger together.. I could never ever imagined my life without you my love.. You are my one true love.. So here are the words I will say to you tomorrow when I ask you to marry me.. My Love I have never felt a love so powerful and true as ours my love. You make my heart melt so fast.. Every time I am with you I am lost in our own little world.. There is no other's who can come in.. So I get down on my knee to ask you these words.. I am so in love with you. I need you. To have and to hold not just today or tomorrow but forever my love.. I want everyday with you to be wonderful. I want to share my love with you for evermore.. To spend my every waking minute of my life loving you.. So I laid awake all night long to come up with words to say to you.. But here I am on my knee.. So the time has come to ask you my love. Will you marry me? And become my beautiful wife to spend forever with me.....

the magic of the moon

The moon and stars are very bright tonight the moon is full giving it's light to the earth many lovers sit under this moon holding hands and telling of their love for one other the very first time that you and I sat under the stars the moon was like tonight's moon the moon was full and very bright it has a magic of it own as many have fallen in love from it we were  sitting on the bench that night loving to watch the moon so bright and big the stars seem to dance with joy moving from spot to spot the falling star was a sign for us it tells of how the universe is so vast and big just like our love for one other what a love it is the moon is always there in many shapes and sizes through out the month for our enjoyment tonight as we sat under the moon and stars i took you hand and confess my love for you i want you to be my wife for ever more and to sit here together under the moon and stars to share our dreams and hopes for our future to hold each other when we need it the most i want to give you my love so much to make our hearts beat as one i love you so much our love keeps growing strong look at the moon it never failed to  work it's magic of love

the breakfast

This morning I woke from a sound sleep to smell of you cooking breakfast for you and me. I walked down the stairs and just stood at the doorway and watch you move so beautiful. There you were cooking and singing with a song of happiness and this smile so beautiful. You still have not notice me there just standing there and watching you with joy in my heart!! I am the most happiest man alive because I have the best women any man could ever want!! As you were busy cooking I came up behind you and put my arms around you and kissed you.. And you took my hands and you turn around and said to me I so happy I have you in my life.. I never felt so loved as I do with you my love. I enjoy cooking for you and  everything else I do for you ..You have made me feel like a princess!! And I love the things you did for me I love you so.. I just stared in amazement because my love.. I am the one who feels he is lucky with you love.. I never been so loved before until you came into my life.. You done more for me then I could ever do for you my love. A tear fell from my eye.. As here I am with this most beautiful girl in the whole wide world!!! And who loves me so very much!!! I took you hand and held you tight and said to you.. I give you all I have no matter what... I want you to be so loved by me.. I will do everything  I can for you just to stay this happy..Because my love our love is strong and our hearts are one !! We will love each other forever more my love. So we sat down to breakfast my love and every bite was delicious to eat because it was made with love. Thank you love for all you do for me!!!!