Sunday, August 28, 2005

this summer

this summer  was so wonderful to us as our love blossom for each other in ways that were so amazing...How we would finish each others sentences knowing what we both were thinking.. This summer was the best one for you and me. As i wish the summmer  would never end.. As the fall season begins and the leaves  begin to change there colors.. I want our love to be never changing for each other.. I want it to be the way it is so wonderful so fresh and new with each and every new day.. Just like spring when life begins our love has grown to where it is at today.. This summer our love was hotter then the hottest day of the year.. I so loved everyday that I can spend with you .. There was never a day that the sun did not shine upon us.. As our love for each other did..As the refreshing rain fell upon the earth.. There we were in each others arms taking in what the good Lord has given to us this summer ..The summer is ending soon but our love will always be like summer to us for the rest of our life's with each other.. I love the way our loved has blossom..as this summer comes to an end our summer will live on for evermore...

 

listen to our song

i sat and listen to our song today while you away from me i had tears in my eyes today you have my heart and always will as the song played i closed my eyes and there you were it has been a week since you left on you trip and i hope you feel the love i have for you there i know you are missing me as much as i miss you i  took you picture last night and i laid it upon you pillow dreaming of you at my side. the song is ending and i miss you so hurry home to me my dear i cannot bear another day away from you because you my love for evermore.. i sat and listen to our song and the tears of missing you roll down my face knowing you be home with me very soon so my tears will be tears of joy when i once again hold you in my arms..

the days we have

The days that we have together mean so much to me my wonderful love I love you!! I look forward to each and every day with you. You made all my dreams come true. As the sun comes up in the morning to bring to the world another day and hope and warmth.. You have done this for me with you love and you smile and you heart oh how I love you!!! Everyday I spend with you I feel you love so strong and true that I know our love will be great.. The days we spend in each others arms are the best I have ever felt in my whole life.. What I am trying to say is You have all my love and heart for the rest of you life.. The days we have together are the best we both have ever felt because of our love for each other.. Not just for a day or a week or month or year.. But the kind of love that lasts a lifetime and beyond, I love you always and forever  in my life with you.. I look forward to every single day  and every single moment and for the days that will come. The days that have past have all been great.. The day that is today means  so much to me.. So hear my heart and hears my words of the love I proclaim for you and have for you.. The days we have I love so much with you every moment of our lifes together ..

all i ever wanted

All I ever wanted in this life was to be loved by someone and I do not have that.. All I ever wanted in this life was someone to hug me and tell me they care.. All I wanted in this life  was to be happy with someone who loved me for me.. All I wanted in this life was for my dreams to come true and I do not have that.. All I have in this life is emptiness and no one who loves me and I wished I had that.. All I need in this life is a hug to feel someone who cares for me I wished I had this.. All I have in this life is sadness and loneness I wished I had someone who loved me.. All I have in this life is nightmares because my dreams did not come true I wished they did.. All I ever wanted in this life was to be loved, wanted and needed by someone I wished had this.. All I have in my life is memories of a time I was loved and felt a hug be someone who once loved me.All i ever wanted was you my dear but i lost that the day you died i miss you so..

a beautiful flower

  there was this beautiful flower in the middle of the yard standing there all alone in it's beauty the flower that was standing there stood for love that our life's together have been so beautiful to look upon this beautiful flower brought a joy within my soul as you my love are so beautiful to me. The flower that was in it glory with the sun shining down reminded me of the sunshine you have brought into my life and how glorious you love has been to me and how radiate you are through all of our days together I cherish you more and more with each passing day so I stand alone like the flower to proclaim the love I have for you for the rest of my life there was this beautiful rose in the yard and you are the single rose in my life I love so much

Thursday, August 25, 2005

in you eyes

in you eyes I am the hero you always dream about in you dreams but I know I am not.. In you eyes I can do no wrong you look past my faults and make me you hero for life... In you eyes you see me as a strong man to protect you from all harm and treat you with tender love.. In you eyes you made me the night in shining armor to come to rescue you from life's dangers.. In you eyes I am the one true love you been searching for all you life and you were right ..I looked into you eyes and I saw you love and mine as one as our hearts beat they become one.. In you eyes we live happy ever after and I am you hero who came to you and can't do no wrong.. In you eyes we live for ever more in a place of love and happiness... Because I can see through you eyes the love you have and the happiness you feel deep inside.. In you eyes I look so deep I found my one true love to love for all my life...

no matter what happens

no matter what happens in this world I will always love you.. I have loved you since the day I meet you.. You have open up my heart that was closed to love because of past hurts I had in my life.. The world we live in seems to be filled with hate or jealously and true love takes a back seat.. Every night I thank the Good Lord above for the blessings he has given to me in my life... The greatest blessing I have ever received was the day you came into my life .. And you love has change my life for the better.. The love you have for me i have not felt at all in all my life from another person.. As the love you have for me.. I looked today and now i know in my heart that i am a better person all because of you.. I am proud and honor to know you and have you in my life and all of you love that you have given to me freely.. The world i know has change for me..And true love no longer takes a back seat ..I will always love you and cherish you for all the days of my life.. Thank you for falling in love with me and making my life complete

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

dream of food

here i am sleeping in bed tonight i had this dream of food all around i wanted to eat but i could not there were salads  so plenty and food so much but yet i could not reach the table to eat as you see i am on a diet and my mind tells me to eat but it only happens in my dream's  then when the time does come for me to eat all the food i wake up  and have to go to the bathroom now i lie awake as my stomach growls wishing for the dream of food to fill me up

take my hand

I took you hand the other night and said to you we will take this journey of love together we take it one step at a time never letting go of each other's hand no matter what lays ahead our love will grow with each and every step when you down I pick you up and I will never let you down this journey we  travel not knowing what lays ahead but without our hands coming apart together we make it to the end.. this journey of love will be our test to hold on to one other to fight temptation along the way we will cling on tight and never look back along this path we will travel there be traps we must overcome never falling to it devices put keep our eye's upon each other to keep our love so very strong ..I took you hand in the beginning and what a journey we traveled so far am so in love with you because  we made it through the most difficult part of this journey our love was tested and we held on to each other's hand I look forward to the end of our journey and I be there in heaven holding you hand for all eternity and we began a brand new journey that will only be filled with love, joy and happiness for all time. so take my hand and never let go i love you dear more then life itself

Sunday, August 14, 2005

a dream like no others

one night while I was sleeping I had a dream like none others before it was so wonderful to dream this dream this dream had me in a field with many flowers all around the beauty of them I have never seen before.. the lions were laying around with the lambs so gentle and so beautiful to see the majesty so grand to watch I heard a voice say to me take a look all around for you to see all the wonders our Lord has plan for his promise of a new earth, and heaven is close at hand this world I saw  was so beautiful not like anything I ever seen before there is no sin or war in this place it is filled with God's love. I felt this peace I never felt before I heard the angels sing of  God's greatest work The voice I heard  told me this he is coming back to claim his own all of those who give there hearts to him. What I place it was now I know where I want to be for ever more but I want you to know I want to spend my eternity with you my love in God's new heaven and earth and he said my prayers will be answered for I do believe in the one who died for my sins.. I awaken from this dream and held you tight to let you know our love will go on through out eternity...

the world we live in

In this world we live today full of unknowns we try our best to live our best in this world everyday we make decisions that will one day affect our life for many years to come sometimes I wished that the world today will learn to live with one another but I know it wont the evil that surrounds us all is ever present to do us harm but with the help of our lord we shall have no fear for today or tomorrow the best decision we could ever make is to call upon his name..As we stand together in faith and pray for one another our fears will go away so take his hand and let him lead the way to a better place this decision would be the best for you heart not to be trouble let it be known he loves you so and he forgives us all everyday all we need to do is call upon his name and make him know we believe and the world will be a better place for you and me and all of those who believe so praise his holy name today

it only gets better

it only gets better with each and every day I remember that day when we were talking as I told you about this girl who I liked very much when you asked me if I liked anyone now I told you that I do and it shows in my poems I write and you told why not just ask her to be you girlfriend I thank you for you advice that day and I wrote her a poem and it was sent on it's way then you said I be back I just received a e-mail to read you came back online and said this girl was me.. I remember you took you time then you finally said yes I would my heart jump for joy i wished you could have seen the smile i had and the love that is growing inside my heart just for you every single day it better then the day before it only gets better because of you in my life to share my dreams from that day on love you so very much

the lake

the water on the lake was very still as we have just gotten into the boat to row out to the middle you were so beautiful in you sun dress and you hair are done up and the smile you had was brighter then sunshine that was outside this very day so beautiful the day was I rowed the boat to the middle of the lake put my arms around you to take in the view we looked all around this beautiful lake the sun reflecting of the waters and fish jumping along side what a beautiful setting to do what i have planned to do this day as i have you all alone you looked so beautiful and that smile made you more wonderful as the happiest was showing from within you heart..here i was all alone with the one i love and my hand was shaking as i took you hand in mine. I looked into you eyes and say look all around look how beautiful this lake is from the middle to all around this is heaven to me were I can come and rest and think of my life I have and here is what I came up with just as the lake soothes my soul so do you much more as I can share with you my deepest thoughts and you there always with you love and understanding of what i said to you. i took you left hand a placed the diamond i had in my shirt you were speechless but you face shown all i needed to know you began to shake with excitement and joy you answer yes i marry you right here upon the lake..

what ever happen

love can sometimes be so hard to understand ..When the one you love does not love you back.. Everyday I try to understand what happen between you and me.. That you love has change for me.. It was just yesterday that we were happy and so in love with one another.. What took place I do not understand.. What happen in you heart.. That change the way you feel for me. Was it another  that captured you heart ..Or was it that you were tired of my love i had for you.. the dream's we had are now are washed away ..While I am left here with a broken heart ..Everyday I looked forward to you to come home into my loving arms.. But not today you as you are gone from my life for evermore.. And now my heart will never be the same .I do not understand why it has to be this way.. My heart is now torn right into two.. And the promise we made to each other to never break each others hearts.. Is washed away from these words you said to me... I don't love you anymore... Yes love is hard to understand.. Now i lay awake  at nights with a broken heart and tears sadness.. What happen to change you love you had for me...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

memories

there are so many memories  we make each and every day cant name them all but they live within my heart the memory of you live each and every day the moment we dated  the memories we shared like our first kiss and our first I love you the memories of these words ring out in my heart as I see you laying in bed sleeping like an angel I just look at you to capture the memories of the one I love who is sleeping at my side and I am so in love with you till this day I  wait for the memories   yet to come... I cannot wait but today I cherish the memories of you my dear for you made them the best they can be

our beginning

  today is our anniversary of the day we first meet what a feeling I have inside my heart as I look back at that day there you were so wonderful and beautiful walking in the mall my eyes were on you as you walked on by. I had seen that smile upon you face as you passed me by. this warm feeling started to build deep inside I know I've found the one I was searching for all my life. as you were walking down the hall of the mall I started to walk after you and then you stop and turn to look at me.. I walked right into you as we both tried to stop from falling we grab each other arms. there we were laughing and eye to eye I look deep into you beautiful eyes as you looked back into mine.  you also felt what i felt deep inside and you knew i was the one you were also searching for all you life from that day on to present day our love has been so powerful and good for each other so today is our anniversary sweetheart and i want you to know how happy that i found you that day.. it been 10 great years since that day and everyday is better then the day before because our love has always been for each other.. What a feeling we both have  deep down in our hearts...

Thursday, August 11, 2005

the tears we cry

  the tears we cry come and go in our life. some are good and some are not the tears we cry when something wonderful happens are the best type of tears to ever have when life is full of surprises we cry at tender moments for the love we feel from those who care.then there are tears of sadness and sorrow that does come into our life when someone dies  or of those that get hurt of whom we love, oh a broken heart from the one you love where cry for many nights upon you pillow. then there are the tears of loneliness where  you feel no one cares as you live you life alone and no one to hold you when you need a hug or a kind word they say the tears cleans you eyes that are the window of you soul I hope that you and have always have the tears of joy to see the world in  where we live.. as our eyes are filled with our tears of joy to wash away any unhappiest that we had till that day we meet.. let there always be the tears of joy that we love the most in our tender moments..

Tuesday, August 9, 2005

what was going through you mind

  whatever was going through you thoughts last night I do not understand why you would hurt me this way..I have given you everything my love my heart my who being. There was nothing in this world I would not have done for you..you took my love and you threw it away. you told another you love them so.. All along you were lying to me telling things you thought I wanted to hear..now I am here with a broken heart not knowing what to do or believe anymore.. I went to bed with my dreams destroyed last night and there you were in the arms of another whatever was going on in you heart i now know it was not for me as mine was for you

Saturday, August 6, 2005

how many times

How many times can our love be much better then the day before? How many times can I hear you say I Love You. And still get butterfly's in my stomach.. How many times can I have my heart beat much faster with you just in my presence..how many times can I smile at everything about you...how many times can I dream of you with you laying at my side... there is not enough days in this life not enough minutes in the day to tell you how much I love you... I am in heaven when you are with me my dear. you made all my dreams come true .. each day my love for you  has grown . our love  keeps getting better with each passing day,, I can hear you say I Love you forevermore and still get butterfly's in my stomach for eternity,, My heart will always beat fast for you ..you are always with me in my heart when you not there with me..And the smile is a permanent smile you see all I have to do is think of you.. And this I do all day long..when you laying by my side my heart is beating  love for you so in my dreams i dream of us over and over again I Love you always and forever that's how many times our love has made us better

Monday, August 1, 2005

someone is missing

there is someone missing from my life today I never thought I feel this way I cant take my mind off you I wish you hurry home to me my love I miss you so each moment you away from me my heart is missing you that much more I lay awake at night wondering what you are dong right now I hope you heart feels my love my love for you has grown so much more while I am here alone waiting for you to come home true love is so grand and great once you have it you do not want to miss a second of it so when you come home my love you will see how much i have missed you in my life you called today to say you be home tonight and that you felt the very same way as me there is someone missing from my life today hurry home to my arms so wide