life without you

I have lost the most important part of my life on the day i lost you..My world has fallen apart by the actions i have done. I saw you standing there in the lot on the day you were to meet me. My heart wanted me to run to you, but my sickness in my body i did not want you to see. My love for you will never die.. For you see i truly love you and you no matter what i must face in my life without you goodbye my love my life without you is my nightmare come true.