no one knows

in my life I had it hard..  never had it easy you see!! everyone thought I was always easy going and happy inside... far from it.. if they only knew how I felt deep inside..... I cover the pain with laughter... you see they do not see the pain I have.. no one know's the loneness I have... not even my friends or family... I dread the days they always gray.. to hear the names that people call me.. he is  no good what a waste of a human life  they say.. no one knows how I feel inside.. one day the pain builds up so strong.. I think of death as the only way out ...so here I am the final day my life... I wonder now if someone ever  cared                                                                                                                                  ok this poem is for those who have felt like this or think to do this in there life  i had a friend who did this so sad but  with love from many i found the lord if you ever need a friend just im me and i be here for you God bless