for as long as i remember

  for as long as I could remember I heard of the great love that is waiting for me that this love will never die never leave when things go wrong this love is here to stay everyday I would pass up on this love because I thought I could find it some where else this love is not like no other love in this world or ever will be this love will wait for me I found my true love in my life her love was wonderful but yet she had another to share she took me to church on Christmas Morn. Here was the story of a baby being born . how the heavenly father so loved the world he give his only begotten son to show his love as the story was told  the tears were forming in my eyes then it happen I felt this love it went deeper in my heart then I ever experience in my life. I could not help but cry my true love took my hand assured me that this love is far better then any other love on earth the day I fell in love with her I now know it was meant to be because it felt right in my heart Now this love from our lord has enter in my heart I love the feeling  he gives me inside see my true love asked me to come to church she wanted to share the love of Jesus with me so here I am so much in love with her and I love the father the son and the holy ghost thanks my love for giving me this love I thought ours was great but it is greater now

the moment

  The moment that you became my girlfriend was the moment I finally knew true love.. There is this feeling I cannot describe deep inside of me how it makes my heart feel.. I heard of love at first sight and I heard of true love but never thought it would happen to me.. You were the most beautiful girl I ever seen in my life, not just you outside beauty you have.. But it is also the inner beauty you have inside of you and all that love you have to share... I would love to see the world through you eyes and I will when I am with you everyday.. I love the laughter you brought into my life I love the feeling that you give me everyday.. The feeling of love so strong the feeling of being you boyfriend that you have fallen in love with.. I have fallen so much in love with you.. The moment that you became my girlfriend i finally knew you be the one i love for the rest of my life ...  

missing you

  Missing you is not even close to what I feel deep inside my soul when you away from me There's this empty feeling in my heart when you not close at my side and I feel it greatly The loneliness that comes with my heart when you away from me reminds me of our love I wish you hurry back to my arms where i can feel you so close to me and feel you warmth Missing you is what i always do when i say goodnight to you because i love you so much you make heart alive and filled of love oh the love is still there when you not here with me But it that holding and touching and kissing and you talking of you dreams and you wisdom So hurry time i wish so that once again i be holding you in my arms and not missing you. Missing you is not even close just you remember i love you more and more everyday

lost in the world

I was lost in this world just wandering around with no hope for today or tomorrow many that I thought were my friends turn out not to be when I needed them the most many nights I would lay awake and just cry for my life was in such despair and hopelessness i reached out for help from my friends to sit and listen to my struggles i have been having when the love of my life died that night in my arms i lost my true love and my heart Her last words was to me I so love you baby i am sorry i have to leave you alone tonight I kept on hearing these words every night and my heart was torn into many pieces ever since one night i was alone in my room and then it happen i was crying and i heard a voice It was telling me fear not my love I am ok and i want you to know i am heaven with Jesus Please accept him tonight so he could be you savior and you friend and giving you purpose For my love when you accept him you have a place in heaven and you be with me for evermore.. so this night my heart was healed as i called upon his name i have a true friend in him am not lost no more i have a purpose in this life and one day soon i see my true love again

This Christmas

Every day you see it all around everyone is so busy anymore never having the time.. This Christmas people they seem to have forgotten what it truly is all about.. Anymore they worry how much they will spend the more the better they feel ..They forgotten the reason for this time of the year.. This is the time of the year to give the gift of love.. To all you love ones.. Take the time this year this year to make something from the heart to give besides the present you normally give..Show them you love  and what they mean to you.When the Good Father above give us his only begotten son to show the world his love.. This is the reason we have a Christmas in the first place.. All because of that day our Lord was born.. We feel good inside for all he has done for us.. And he still keeps on giving this perfect gift everyday.. See to me giving a gift from you heart to the one you love means more then anything you can ever give.. As she opens her gift and she sees my poem from my heart her eyes filled with tears. What a feeling she has this very moment.. And understand's the best gifts do not cost that much at all.. Because love is the best gift our Good Lord has given us.. so why not give back the same  This Christmas.. Take the time to say hello.. Take time to tell you loved ones you love them so..Give a hug to someone you love ..And see what it means to that someone you love this year ..Everyday you see it around people slowly find the true meaning of Christmas when they take the time..

its that time of year

It is that time of year again. everyone is busy trying to buy that perfect gift all of the children are full of joy as they make there list to Santa hoping to get that perfect gift you asked me what do I want for Christmas And I answer I want the girl of my dreams here is what I see in my gift her hair so soft and beautiful her eyes that sparkle with joy and hope a smile that will melt my heart a heart that is full of love and tenderness a mind that's let her think for her self her skin so soft and smells so great hands so soft and strong when I hold them in mine I would not let go her feet are perfect as you see she's my angel from above you said that's not possible because a girl like that is hard to find I said no it is not because you see she's right before me the girl of my dreams I love you so very much and that's all I need for Christmas is you my dear you are my perfect gift

two souls

Two souls were searching for someone to love.. Were walking by each other every day ..They will chat on the net not knowing it was them passing each other on the road each day.. They just thought it was someone they never will see.. So they told each other their secret dreams ..This went on for months ..They will pass each other without a word yet they chat all night long ..The computer was their way to speak to someone who they would find to share their feelings with.. There they were so falling in love ,not knowing that they see each other everyday on the road.. Two souls were speaking to each other saying open you eyes it is ,right there in front of you listen to you heart.. They both were afraid to ask each other out.. But one of them finally ask for a date.. They set up the time and the place to meet..And when the time came they finally saw each other .. And then it hit them both that they passed each other everyday.. Then they say we been chatting for months not even knowing i seen you everyday on the road.. Two lonely souls finally listen to there hearts.. Now they together singing a happy tune......

thanksgiving day prayer

      Dear father in heaven as we sit here  today thanking you for all you bounty you have given us I take the time to ask for those who in this world who are hungry and war torn or sick in body that you touch there lives and let them know you healing power you mighty love you have for them I am so lucky to be born in a land so free that you let me have this life of mine I pray for the children who have been abuse and that are unloved and for every one that had been wrong from the evil in this world I pray for our soldiers on the battle field that you keep them safe and be with them in spirit my Dear Lord as our country goes through these trying times I thank you lord for all of those who are kind and good for those who give and care for those who help for those who all always there to lend a hand I pray for those who suffer a lost in there life comfort them in there time of need. I pray for the world as whole that one day soon it my be at peace I pray for our president give him wisdom give him strength to make the decisions he has to make thank you lord for all you did I praise you name and am yours for ever more amen

to be thankful

Today is the day we all take the time to be grateful for the many blessings in our life The Good Lord above sure knows what he is doing when he sends us his blessings The day he sent my you my dear was the best blessing he has ever given to me as we sit at our dinner tables today as we reflect on his many blessings and his love My first thanks is that you have come into my life and made me so very happy in my life The Good Lord finally sent us to each other all we had to do was open our eyes and see first we were friends then it began the stirring of love that was building inside each of us so this Thanksgiving as I say my thanks with a smile on my face thanking our lord above For the most wonderful blessing that I ever  receive because this blessing will last my lifetime Today is the day we take the time to be thankful thank you for all you love and for loving me...

our journey

  The journey of a lifetime is about to began for you and me as we began our walk together to hold hands in our journey to see everything anew in each others eyes as we walk the first time we went on  our date was the night that started us toward this journey how our love grew from being nervous and shy to being talkative and happy with each other where we could finish each other sentences knowing what we will say and do with each other How our love for each other is unlike any we both ever felt in our lives to this point in time we dated like any other couple having to get to know each other our likes and dislikes you were a girl who would never admit how beautiful you really are not just on the outside you heart is so big so kind so loving so full of love and life to share with someone special we both been searching for the right one in our life's our search ended now as we proclaim our love for each other.. Tonight our journey begins anew as you accepted to become my fiancee so we began the next chapter in our life today.. I look forward to ever step on our journey as our love  grows stronger and better  I cant wait till the day we finally say I DO...  

the day is upon us

  the day is upon us my sweetheart as you suffer in you battle within you self that I will always be there with you and no you never bring me down from what you have the day you accepted to be my girlfriend you have gotten a boyfriend who will not desert you no matter what you have to go through I am going to go through it with you every step of it I have  faith in you and I know our lord has his mighty hand upon you my love feel his hand I so love you and I so want for you to feel you are more important to me then you ever know this condition that has you down will finally be broken one day soon so believe in our lord for all he will do for you trust in him for all you needs he has brought us together to stay the more we here with each other  holding each others heart's so close you feel the strength The love we have is from above He brought us together for one reason my love to bless us we were searching for the one true love that will be the one to cover all our needs no matter what So here is my hand take hold of it I will not let you go my love and yours is all we need Trust the lord for his help no matter what others might say he the one who can heal all His love for you is so grand and great i thank him love for bringing you in my life

our blessing

it was this small still voice I kept on hearing in my mind telling me to open my heart for there is a blessing for you today all you have to do is open you heart and receive it today this small still voice was the lord speaking to my heart telling me it was there all the time the blessing that you and I was  overlooking for  was always there yet we over noticed it. then it happen the lord said he give us a nudge to see what we have been missing out on he open you heart and he open my heart then it happens we felt what the blessing was we both were to blind to see for our self's that it was you and I that were meant to fall in love so we finally knew that it was us we were searching for to love to be happy with from this day we listen to the lord above we talked on hours about his love for us and his blessings we have so here we are now so in love with each other never been so happy in our life's till this day when the Lord open our eyes  our hearts for each other and set us on the path of love he has given us blessing more then we ever can imagine and with our love we have for each other..

the day we meet

the  day we meant we were in a chat room not knowing each other  till we broke the ice we talked for hours enjoying each other until it grew in to a friendship so wonderful and great we found our hearts are so much alike  for our love of our Lord and our dreams of love to be with this one person who will give us our hearts desires to put God first then each other above any other to make sure we there no matter what in the good or bad times resting assure we be there for each other  the feeling was there we were afraid to say how can this work over the net and all I heard was a small still voice just believe there is nothing impossible with the lord all you got to do is believe on him ask and he will give you hearts desire because you believe in the father above so I took my prayer unto him this day and here  we are tonight telling each other I will be with you no matter what I believe in the impossible and I believe in you

i open my heart

i open my heart up to you i given you all i had and all i know it was not enough for you i see in you heart that you want someone else and you not even worried what it will do to me you told me you loved me but i guess what i had for you in return was not enough for you i just loved you with all my heart my mind and soul i give you my everything from my heart to see you not happy is breaking my heart and my heart is torn because i so love you still but they say they would know you love by letting them go and keep you eye for there return so i let you go and hope you find the life you want always know that i will always love you so

over the weeks

over the weeks my heart was heavy for this one person who was on my mind we take life for granted with our everyday needs we complain over anything there she was dying before my eyes but yet so brave not giving in to death she smiled at me and said these words what life had given me i cherish so much to see the early morning sunrise that many take for granted or the sunset so beautiful at night.. to cherish what the good lord has given is all i ever did no matter how many days i live she shown me about life through her eyes this night not complaining because she is dying but praising the lord for all he done for her in her life even when the pain in her is great she says she ready because of the lord for a place in heaven she hopes one day i be so she can tell me how much i help her in her life because i was there being her friend the meaning of life was being shown to me no matter what take the time and give a hug tell someone you be there for them you love for them is there because of christ our savior tonight she died an angel now but i cherish her words and look at the sunrise in a new way

the most amazing man

the most amazing man that lived on earth was a simple man who came to share his love to reach out to all those in need and make them feel someone really cares about them he left a place of glory to become humble to show the world of his fathers love for the world soon it will be Christmas what is the most talked about event they world try's to get rid of it is the birth of Christ the story of love from our father above but in our hearts he lives How Jesus lived while here on earth is a sample to  us who believe is to love one another to forgive those who sin against you and to love him who sent his only begotten son without Jesus we are nothing he has the power to forgive to save all we need is Jesus the most amazing man who lived on this earth now lives in our hearts to share his love for evermore...

the plans i had

the plans that I had for you tonight was something you were not expecting at all I had plan this night from the moment you said you be my girlfriend the night I asked you so as our love blossom to where it is today so wonderful and grand that we are like one I knocked on you door and as you open it to me you had smile that melted my heart I took you hand and lead you to the car I open the door and let you in you said where are we were going tonight my dear is a night for you I let you know the moment we arrive to the place I had plan we went to you favorite restaurant and you said why we here tonight I said for a reason my love. as we order our food we chatted of today's events then the food arrived and you looked at you plate. oh the look on you face as the tears roll down you cheeks as you hand was trembling at what you saw on the plate the diamond ring just for you I took you hand and i placed it on you finger  i asked you to be my wife you jump up so high and give me the biggest hug and the biggest yes  i ever had in my life I be honor to be you wife because I love you more then you would ever imagine since that night you asked me to be you girlfriend I had dream of this day thanks my love for my dream come true

falling in love

the wonderful thing about falling in love is how it makes us feel in our hearts and soul how i just think of you night and day no matter what is in my life all i can do is think of you i love this feeling of falling in love how it makes me feel and the love it brings to my heart i hang on to you every word just to listen to all you have to say with the excitement you have falling in love with you is a dream come true in my eyes you are the one and only in my life i see things so much clearer as i sit and talk with you it is so amazing falling in love with you seeing the sparkle in you eyes the excitement you have with me and the dreams you have falling in love with you is so refreshing so wonderful and true my heart is beating just for you the wonderful feel of falling in love is how it makes me feel for you i never want to this to stop the wonderful feeling of falling in love is that our hearts now belong to each other for ever more

the horse drawn wagon

the air was crisp on this autumn night as I prepare for our special date I had plan for tonight I had this big smile on my face as I was thinking of what a night I have plan for you and me I looked at the clock it was time for me to go to pick you up for what I have plan for tonight the air was crisp and inviting to keep our senses so awake you asked where are we going I just smiled and held you hand you will see when we get there because tonight is our night we arrived at the place and the wagon was full of hay  and was waiting for the two of us the air was crisp and the smile you had told me plenty you loved the horse drawn wagon there was just the two us on the wagon this night because its taken us to a special place as the horse lead the way I held you close and told I have found what I wanted for my life you face was worth a million dollars as you smile grew bigger waiting to hear what I will say I told you that when we arrive to this special place I will let you know what I want in my life the horse slowed to the spot I had waiting with a table in the middle of a field with candles lit the fire was burning as the food I made was slowly cooking for us to eat it was time to tell this table is sitting in a spot where a kitchen soon will be this spot that's so beautiful is mine the tress so full there brilliant colors shown the beauty of this night it was made just for us The air was crisp and as I breathed in deeply I said to you there is something missing I took you hand got down on my knees this house will only be complete and full of love all it needs is woman's touch to fill it with love and warmth I said this is want I want in my life that you become my wife to share this place with me for the rest of our lives cant you see that you are the one i so love and cherish with all my heart i found the perfect girl in my life the tears i seen in you eyes made this night what i hope it would be for when you said yes i just jump up with delight held you close and say this house will always be filled with love

in my car

here I am in my car sitting in traffic that is standing at a stand still so I sat thinking of you of all the things you have done for me to give me love like no other to stand with me no matter what comes you way you smile at all things no matter how rough or tough things have gotten in you life I love you I love the way you make me feel when I am down in the dumps you put aside you own troubles but do not think I have not notice the things you do or what you have to go through in you life I will always be there to hold you in my arms to wipe you tear from you eye to chase all you fear away and laugh with you through all our mistakes we make together now traffic begins to move and now I cant wait to come home to rush in the door to give you a kiss and look in you eyes and tell you I love you for all you done for me and I will always love you with all my heart for all my days I have here on this earth I am so in love with you

there are many differant places

There are many different places today that I wished I was  with you at my side to just sit on a blanket at night to watch the stars and moon and holding each other there are places in this world where i would love to be with to share our dreams we have i would love to be at a beach with you watching the waves roll in just loving you at my side i would love to go sailing with you just you and i in the boat kissing each other so much more there are many different places in this world one day we will see them together hand in hand so this one place i would love to be with you is walking down the road of life together forevermore..

fall is a wonderful time of year

Fall is a wonderful time of year for the refreshing air it brings and gone is the heat of summer.. Fall is a time of year where men will cry when there football team loses on that given day.. Fall is the time of year for the flower of fall the mum to show it colors for all to enjoy.. Fall is the time of year where women will shop when there men sit in front of the television ..Fall is the time oh year for apple pie and apple cider and many different apples to eat... Fall is the time of year for children you see for Halloween they get to scare people like us.. Fall is the time of year where Thanksgiving falls for us to reflect on our blessings we received ..Fall is the time where i thank the Lord above for the many blessings he has given me so far.. Fall is the time i say Thank you Lord for bringing you my love into my life... I been blessed so very much. Fall is a wonderful time.. I have you in my life to share all i have.. I am so blessed because i have you...    

never had life so good

I never had life so good till the day I fell in love with you on this day my life really just began before you came into my life all I had to look forward to was to sit in my room all alone with no one ever saying they love me or give me hug to make me feel wanted and needed the days just went by with sadness in my heart and working with emptiness all day long my heart was breaking deep inside walking on this earth with no one loving me no one cared they looked at me and laugh at me for they knew I was just a little different then they were because I believed in true love and happiness despite it not being in my life at the time But I always knew the day will come when the one true love will come to change my life  to take the loneness and the pain away and replace it with love and joy and a hug this day I never had life so good till now since you came into my life I fell in love with you this day so now at work they say to me we thought you were living a dream of having true love we can see the change in you and how you smile so very often we know now true love exists now i come home from work there you are with a hug and smile telling me you love me so thanks so much for what you done i will always cherish you and love you so. i have you heart  I never thought that i feel this way you have my heart and all my love... You are the one i waited for,,,

the tenderness of love

the tenderness of love is something very special to feel from that someone special to have butterfly's in you stomach when the one you love walks in the room with you to feel like you the only one in the whole wide world to feel so wonderful and so loved the tenderness of love has us saying and doing the most wonderful things for each other when you love holds you in his strong arms and yet can be so gentle as a lamb with you to feel those tender kisses upon you soft sweet lips as you feel the tenderness oh his love he also feels the tenderness of you heart and you tender love you have for him everyday the tenderness of love is what everyone wishes to have in there life's I glad I have it with you to have you heart race with excitement when you touch my hand or smile at me or kiss me  I am glad that our love  is so tender towards each other that we have our dreams come true the tenderness of love is something very special when you with you one true love  

the season's

the season is about to change from summer to fall with the changing of leaves of there colors this summer was great because of our love it never felt greater in my life then I ever had with the coming fall the night skies bring out  the best of the stars to see and behold and I want you with me to see every moment of fall and behold the change of the season's The love and sunshine that you brought in to my life was blessing this past summer as I look forward to fall I want our love to stay strong with each other as it was this summer I look down the road and I already know that I want to have you love for all seasons in my life I never ever thought say I been touched in a way in my heart like I have with you my dear the season is about to change so here I am wanting to say to you stay with me forevermore I want to spend every season with you at my side as my wife and my love for all time take a look a look at the leaves see there beautiful colors shine in the sun as i hold you so here i am with you at side watching the seasons go on by i look forward to many more so will you be my wife and stay with me to bring you sunshine to me for all the season's the season is about change in our life's now we have each other to love through out all time

when you feel

when you feel so alone and hurt close you eyes and i be there holding you in my arms when you need to cry hold on to me and never let go i wipe you tears and make you safe when you need someone to say i love you so.. i be there with those words so u never be alone when you feel that i let you down always know i am  sorry i try my best to not let  you down when you need a word of comfort i be there to hold you tight and give you a word of comfort when you just need to talk i will just sit and listen not interrupt i want you to feel loved when you say to me i hurt you so i will do my best to make it right and make you feel loved when you say to me you need me now not tomorrow i will be there for you and hold you tight when you feel so alone and hurt close you eyes and i be there with all me love to comfort you

this summer

this summer  was so wonderful to us as our love blossom for each other in ways that were so amazing...How we would finish each others sentences knowing what we both were thinking.. This summer was the best one for you and me. As i wish the summmer  would never end.. As the fall season begins and the leaves  begin to change there colors.. I want our love to be never changing for each other.. I want it to be the way it is so wonderful so fresh and new with each and every new day.. Just like spring when life begins our love has grown to where it is at today.. This summer our love was hotter then the hottest day of the year.. I so loved everyday that I can spend with you .. There was never a day that the sun did not shine upon us.. As our love for each other did..As the refreshing rain fell upon the earth.. There we were in each others arms taking in what the good Lord has given to us this summer ..The summer is ending soon but our love will always be like summer to us for the rest of our life's with each other.. I love the way our loved has blossom..as this summer comes to an end our summer will live on for evermore...

 

listen to our song

i sat and listen to our song today while you away from me i had tears in my eyes today you have my heart and always will as the song played i closed my eyes and there you were it has been a week since you left on you trip and i hope you feel the love i have for you there i know you are missing me as much as i miss you i  took you picture last night and i laid it upon you pillow dreaming of you at my side. the song is ending and i miss you so hurry home to me my dear i cannot bear another day away from you because you my love for evermore.. i sat and listen to our song and the tears of missing you roll down my face knowing you be home with me very soon so my tears will be tears of joy when i once again hold you in my arms..

the days we have

The days that we have together mean so much to me my wonderful love I love you!! I look forward to each and every day with you. You made all my dreams come true. As the sun comes up in the morning to bring to the world another day and hope and warmth.. You have done this for me with you love and you smile and you heart oh how I love you!!! Everyday I spend with you I feel you love so strong and true that I know our love will be great.. The days we spend in each others arms are the best I have ever felt in my whole life.. What I am trying to say is You have all my love and heart for the rest of you life.. The days we have together are the best we both have ever felt because of our love for each other.. Not just for a day or a week or month or year.. But the kind of love that lasts a lifetime and beyond, I love you always and forever  in my life with you.. I look forward to every single day  and every single moment and for the days that will come. The days that have past have all been great.. The day that is today means  so much to me.. So hear my heart and hears my words of the love I proclaim for you and have for you.. The days we have I love so much with you every moment of our lifes together ..

all i ever wanted

All I ever wanted in this life was to be loved by someone and I do not have that.. All I ever wanted in this life was someone to hug me and tell me they care.. All I wanted in this life  was to be happy with someone who loved me for me.. All I wanted in this life was for my dreams to come true and I do not have that.. All I have in this life is emptiness and no one who loves me and I wished I had that.. All I need in this life is a hug to feel someone who cares for me I wished I had this.. All I have in this life is sadness and loneness I wished I had someone who loved me.. All I have in this life is nightmares because my dreams did not come true I wished they did.. All I ever wanted in this life was to be loved, wanted and needed by someone I wished had this.. All I have in my life is memories of a time I was loved and felt a hug be someone who once loved me.All i ever wanted was you my dear but i lost that the day you died i miss you so..

a beautiful flower

  there was this beautiful flower in the middle of the yard standing there all alone in it's beauty the flower that was standing there stood for love that our life's together have been so beautiful to look upon this beautiful flower brought a joy within my soul as you my love are so beautiful to me. The flower that was in it glory with the sun shining down reminded me of the sunshine you have brought into my life and how glorious you love has been to me and how radiate you are through all of our days together I cherish you more and more with each passing day so I stand alone like the flower to proclaim the love I have for you for the rest of my life there was this beautiful rose in the yard and you are the single rose in my life I love so much

in you eyes

in you eyes I am the hero you always dream about in you dreams but I know I am not.. In you eyes I can do no wrong you look past my faults and make me you hero for life... In you eyes you see me as a strong man to protect you from all harm and treat you with tender love.. In you eyes you made me the night in shining armor to come to rescue you from life's dangers.. In you eyes I am the one true love you been searching for all you life and you were right ..I looked into you eyes and I saw you love and mine as one as our hearts beat they become one.. In you eyes we live happy ever after and I am you hero who came to you and can't do no wrong.. In you eyes we live for ever more in a place of love and happiness... Because I can see through you eyes the love you have and the happiness you feel deep inside.. In you eyes I look so deep I found my one true love to love for all my life...

no matter what happens

no matter what happens in this world I will always love you.. I have loved you since the day I meet you.. You have open up my heart that was closed to love because of past hurts I had in my life.. The world we live in seems to be filled with hate or jealously and true love takes a back seat.. Every night I thank the Good Lord above for the blessings he has given to me in my life... The greatest blessing I have ever received was the day you came into my life .. And you love has change my life for the better.. The love you have for me i have not felt at all in all my life from another person.. As the love you have for me.. I looked today and now i know in my heart that i am a better person all because of you.. I am proud and honor to know you and have you in my life and all of you love that you have given to me freely.. The world i know has change for me..And true love no longer takes a back seat ..I will always love you and cherish you for all the days of my life.. Thank you for falling in love with me and making my life complete

dream of food

here i am sleeping in bed tonight i had this dream of food all around i wanted to eat but i could not there were salads  so plenty and food so much but yet i could not reach the table to eat as you see i am on a diet and my mind tells me to eat but it only happens in my dream's  then when the time does come for me to eat all the food i wake up  and have to go to the bathroom now i lie awake as my stomach growls wishing for the dream of food to fill me up

take my hand

I took you hand the other night and said to you we will take this journey of love together we take it one step at a time never letting go of each other's hand no matter what lays ahead our love will grow with each and every step when you down I pick you up and I will never let you down this journey we  travel not knowing what lays ahead but without our hands coming apart together we make it to the end.. this journey of love will be our test to hold on to one other to fight temptation along the way we will cling on tight and never look back along this path we will travel there be traps we must overcome never falling to it devices put keep our eye's upon each other to keep our love so very strong ..I took you hand in the beginning and what a journey we traveled so far am so in love with you because  we made it through the most difficult part of this journey our love was tested and we held on to each other's hand I look forward to the end of our journey and I be there in heaven holding you hand for all eternity and we began a brand new journey that will only be filled with love, joy and happiness for all time. so take my hand and never let go i love you dear more then life itself

a dream like no others

one night while I was sleeping I had a dream like none others before it was so wonderful to dream this dream this dream had me in a field with many flowers all around the beauty of them I have never seen before.. the lions were laying around with the lambs so gentle and so beautiful to see the majesty so grand to watch I heard a voice say to me take a look all around for you to see all the wonders our Lord has plan for his promise of a new earth, and heaven is close at hand this world I saw  was so beautiful not like anything I ever seen before there is no sin or war in this place it is filled with God's love. I felt this peace I never felt before I heard the angels sing of  God's greatest work The voice I heard  told me this he is coming back to claim his own all of those who give there hearts to him. What I place it was now I know where I want to be for ever more but I want you to know I want to spend my eternity with you my love in God's new heaven and earth and he said my prayers will be answered for I do believe in the one who died for my sins.. I awaken from this dream and held you tight to let you know our love will go on through out eternity...

the world we live in

In this world we live today full of unknowns we try our best to live our best in this world everyday we make decisions that will one day affect our life for many years to come sometimes I wished that the world today will learn to live with one another but I know it wont the evil that surrounds us all is ever present to do us harm but with the help of our lord we shall have no fear for today or tomorrow the best decision we could ever make is to call upon his name..As we stand together in faith and pray for one another our fears will go away so take his hand and let him lead the way to a better place this decision would be the best for you heart not to be trouble let it be known he loves you so and he forgives us all everyday all we need to do is call upon his name and make him know we believe and the world will be a better place for you and me and all of those who believe so praise his holy name today

it only gets better

it only gets better with each and every day I remember that day when we were talking as I told you about this girl who I liked very much when you asked me if I liked anyone now I told you that I do and it shows in my poems I write and you told why not just ask her to be you girlfriend I thank you for you advice that day and I wrote her a poem and it was sent on it's way then you said I be back I just received a e-mail to read you came back online and said this girl was me.. I remember you took you time then you finally said yes I would my heart jump for joy i wished you could have seen the smile i had and the love that is growing inside my heart just for you every single day it better then the day before it only gets better because of you in my life to share my dreams from that day on love you so very much

the lake

the water on the lake was very still as we have just gotten into the boat to row out to the middle you were so beautiful in you sun dress and you hair are done up and the smile you had was brighter then sunshine that was outside this very day so beautiful the day was I rowed the boat to the middle of the lake put my arms around you to take in the view we looked all around this beautiful lake the sun reflecting of the waters and fish jumping along side what a beautiful setting to do what i have planned to do this day as i have you all alone you looked so beautiful and that smile made you more wonderful as the happiest was showing from within you heart..here i was all alone with the one i love and my hand was shaking as i took you hand in mine. I looked into you eyes and say look all around look how beautiful this lake is from the middle to all around this is heaven to me were I can come and rest and think of my life I have and here is what I came up with just as the lake soothes my soul so do you much more as I can share with you my deepest thoughts and you there always with you love and understanding of what i said to you. i took you left hand a placed the diamond i had in my shirt you were speechless but you face shown all i needed to know you began to shake with excitement and joy you answer yes i marry you right here upon the lake..

what ever happen

love can sometimes be so hard to understand ..When the one you love does not love you back.. Everyday I try to understand what happen between you and me.. That you love has change for me.. It was just yesterday that we were happy and so in love with one another.. What took place I do not understand.. What happen in you heart.. That change the way you feel for me. Was it another  that captured you heart ..Or was it that you were tired of my love i had for you.. the dream's we had are now are washed away ..While I am left here with a broken heart ..Everyday I looked forward to you to come home into my loving arms.. But not today you as you are gone from my life for evermore.. And now my heart will never be the same .I do not understand why it has to be this way.. My heart is now torn right into two.. And the promise we made to each other to never break each others hearts.. Is washed away from these words you said to me... I don't love you anymore... Yes love is hard to understand.. Now i lay awake  at nights with a broken heart and tears sadness.. What happen to change you love you had for me...

memories

there are so many memories  we make each and every day cant name them all but they live within my heart the memory of you live each and every day the moment we dated  the memories we shared like our first kiss and our first I love you the memories of these words ring out in my heart as I see you laying in bed sleeping like an angel I just look at you to capture the memories of the one I love who is sleeping at my side and I am so in love with you till this day I  wait for the memories   yet to come... I cannot wait but today I cherish the memories of you my dear for you made them the best they can be

our beginning

  today is our anniversary of the day we first meet what a feeling I have inside my heart as I look back at that day there you were so wonderful and beautiful walking in the mall my eyes were on you as you walked on by. I had seen that smile upon you face as you passed me by. this warm feeling started to build deep inside I know I've found the one I was searching for all my life. as you were walking down the hall of the mall I started to walk after you and then you stop and turn to look at me.. I walked right into you as we both tried to stop from falling we grab each other arms. there we were laughing and eye to eye I look deep into you beautiful eyes as you looked back into mine.  you also felt what i felt deep inside and you knew i was the one you were also searching for all you life from that day on to present day our love has been so powerful and good for each other so today is our anniversary sweetheart and i want you to know how happy that i found you that day.. it been 10 great years since that day and everyday is better then the day before because our love has always been for each other.. What a feeling we both have  deep down in our hearts...

the tears we cry

  the tears we cry come and go in our life. some are good and some are not the tears we cry when something wonderful happens are the best type of tears to ever have when life is full of surprises we cry at tender moments for the love we feel from those who care.then there are tears of sadness and sorrow that does come into our life when someone dies  or of those that get hurt of whom we love, oh a broken heart from the one you love where cry for many nights upon you pillow. then there are the tears of loneliness where  you feel no one cares as you live you life alone and no one to hold you when you need a hug or a kind word they say the tears cleans you eyes that are the window of you soul I hope that you and have always have the tears of joy to see the world in  where we live.. as our eyes are filled with our tears of joy to wash away any unhappiest that we had till that day we meet.. let there always be the tears of joy that we love the most in our tender moments..

what was going through you mind

  whatever was going through you thoughts last night I do not understand why you would hurt me this way..I have given you everything my love my heart my who being. There was nothing in this world I would not have done for you..you took my love and you threw it away. you told another you love them so.. All along you were lying to me telling things you thought I wanted to hear..now I am here with a broken heart not knowing what to do or believe anymore.. I went to bed with my dreams destroyed last night and there you were in the arms of another whatever was going on in you heart i now know it was not for me as mine was for you

how many times

How many times can our love be much better then the day before? How many times can I hear you say I Love You. And still get butterfly's in my stomach.. How many times can I have my heart beat much faster with you just in my presence..how many times can I smile at everything about you...how many times can I dream of you with you laying at my side... there is not enough days in this life not enough minutes in the day to tell you how much I love you... I am in heaven when you are with me my dear. you made all my dreams come true .. each day my love for you  has grown . our love  keeps getting better with each passing day,, I can hear you say I Love you forevermore and still get butterfly's in my stomach for eternity,, My heart will always beat fast for you ..you are always with me in my heart when you not there with me..And the smile is a permanent smile you see all I have to do is think of you.. And this I do all day long..when you laying by my side my heart is beating  love for you so in my dreams i dream of us over and over again I Love you always and forever that's how many times our love has made us better

someone is missing

there is someone missing from my life today I never thought I feel this way I cant take my mind off you I wish you hurry home to me my love I miss you so each moment you away from me my heart is missing you that much more I lay awake at night wondering what you are dong right now I hope you heart feels my love my love for you has grown so much more while I am here alone waiting for you to come home true love is so grand and great once you have it you do not want to miss a second of it so when you come home my love you will see how much i have missed you in my life you called today to say you be home tonight and that you felt the very same way as me there is someone missing from my life today hurry home to my arms so wide  

the world is not the same

The world today is not the world we knew.. When they took the lives of so many that day.. I thought of all the innocent live's  that were lost that day and what were there final thoughts..I am sure some of the thoughts were of the love ones that were going to be left behind with out them ..And there were some who never knew love or had a hug dying all alone the dreadful day.. There were some who cried to our lord to forgive them of there sins that day so they could go home with him..  As we sat there that day watching in horror what evil can do to destroy so many on one single day.. My thoughts turn to you in my heart this day.. If i were to die i want you to know I  Love You So Very Much.!!.  I want to hold you always in my arms tell you every day i love you so very much.. For when i leave to go into this evil world. I take with me you love and you spirit in my heart,, If today were my last i want you to know the touch my hand ,the kiss of my lips, and the words of my heart.. This world is  not the same world we knew ..But one day our Lord will come to give us a new earth and heaven.. So if i died before you my love.. I be in heaven waiting for you.. My heart and Love will always belong to you..

our love

Our love is much more then we ever thought it would be when we first meet that day.. How it has grown to where it is today where our heart's belong to one another.. Every time that we together our hearts beat much faster for the love we have for each other.. There is no one that can compare to you in this whole wide world I would rather be with .. Our love is one of a kind and there is none other like ours for our love is deep in our souls.. Our love has brought us happiness far beyond any we have felt in our life's before.. Our love looks beyond the outside but looks deep in our hearts for the beauty we have.. Our love has brought sunshine to our hearts where we look forward to each other.. Our love amazes me how it has made us one for each other i would not change a thing.. Our love was meant to be and all we had to do is find each other and we have my love.. Our love is heaven sent to touch two souls who needed  each other to love for evermore.. Our love is much more then we ever thought it would be..  I  love how our love for one another has grown to where it is today.....

dreaming of you

Here it is another night I am alone without you here with me.. All I have left are dreams of you.. I dream of the times when we were happy and enjoying each other.. And being so in love.. I am still broken hearted from what took place with us.. When I know it was not right that day you said to me... I need to leave to find my way.. It was the day my happiness ended.. It took me by surprise because you told me you love me with all you heart before you left... I thought I would not live that night my love.. I never felt pain as much as this in my heart ever before.. I loved you so very much and I would have done anything for you.. Including of letting you go.. But I did not know how much that would hurt when it came true.. I put on a brave face that night  I give you a hug and I said to you.. You can leave I be fine. I just want you to be happy in you life.. You had tears in you eyes because I knew that it was also tearing you apart inside.. It has now been months since I heard from you.. I hope you can still feel my love that i have for you.. I cry every night the tears that soak my pillow.. Waiting till the day you will fine you way.. Here i am today still dreaming of you and loving you waiting till you fine you way in life.. I love you so..

standing together forever

I stood in silence today.. As I heard the tape you made for me to listen to about our love.. I heard you voice in a way that I have grown accustomed too.. Filled with love and joy.. As you told me how you feel in you heart and soul and mind about the way i love you... How I gave you all you hearts desires.. and most important the great memories of love we share.. You told me how it made you feel when I was there to see you not you best.. And not saying a word of discouragement to you... But stood to listen to all you storms you are going through with love and understanding.. You told me of you past relationships how the one you thought you loved had let you down.. But there I am still standing with you with whatever our troubles might have been.. Still loving you with all my heart.. You told me how they just left you there when the storms have come into you life.. Not staying around to comfort you...I heard you say how much you so love me and how i made you complete. I heard the door open behind me..There you were with a tear in you eye ..But as i turn to look at you my eyes were filled with tears.. It was not just me who stood there when the storms came into our lifes.. It was you standing there ..And you have loved me the very same way ..As i have loved you with all my heart... We both stood the ground to  those who would see us apart.. To stand as one in love for evermore.. I walked to you and held you in my arms so very close.. And we both said to one another i will love you through out all time.. And i will stand with you forever more..

tugging at my heart

There has been something tugging at my heart today. As i sat there in the park to think.. As i watched the people walk by some old and some young were holding hands so tight.. I watched their faces and seen their love they had for one another through out their years.. Watching the younger ones with the love that feels so alive and wonderful in you heart.. This tugging in my heart was the love i have for you my love.. It is telling me our love is true.. Every where i look i see love all around.. A mother loving her children.. Young and old so in love.. My heart this day was being tugged by the love i have for you .and it is time to ask you to marry me.. So i left the park came right to you house . You answer the door and i got on my knee... I said these words to you this day ..I am here my love because there's been something tugging my heart.. To open my world to a new walk in life.. And there is only one thing missing in this walk. So here I am to make it complete..  Will you marry me and walk with me in our very own world.. There is a tugging at our hearts today.. The news we have been waiting for.. Our first child is on it's way.   

evil will be defeated

This world has seen in the past few years where evil is trying to sacred it to death The terrorist will surely be defeated in the end because they never be able defeat God one day I woke up and the world we knew has change so fast with the downing of the towers we as people went to war but it seems like we have forgotten why we went to war... some eve feel sorry for the terrorist's Man they do not understand these are the devils army... I hope one day very soon our heavenly father will send his son to take us home forevermore the devil and his army will be defeated and those who are God's children will find the love The new earth and heaven will be a place for all who belives where there never be no evil to walk upon it's land where Jesus will be there with the ones he loved there be singing unlike  we ever heard just praising Jesus for what he's done never more seeing  evils ways

i found my way

I have the feeling of love in my heart.. I thought I would never find it again and. to feel the joys of love ..The things in my life that have broken my heart have taken a tool on the feelings I had inside.. I lost my way in my life.. I had change into someone i did not like.. All because love was gone... I never thought of what I did or what I had said was cold or harsh.. But  yes it was i see it now.. Many a night I would think that no one cared if i lived or died.. Why should i care for anyone then.. One day it happen.. The change that was going to come into my life from heaven above.. I was on the road and the rain was pouring down.. There was a car stop in the middle of the road.. There inside was a woman all alone  ready to give birth.. I felt this need from within my heart to help this lady who was in need..Tthen a flash of light appeared an angel appeared at her side.. All my problems i thought had just lifted from my shoulders as i help this lady out this night.. The angel said to me it was love that you lost.. And she tonight will show you what love is all about..  As she  was giving birth i help her breathed. And when i saw the baby girl that she give birth too ..My heart felt this warmth that i thought i lost so long ago.. To see a mom give birth to a beautiful babygirl and to see the love she had inside of her heart as she held her newborn babe.. She smiled at me to say thanks and she put the newborn in my arms.. I felt this love rush through my soul.. God tonight had healed me.. Now i look at life a new..Telling everyone i love them so.. And that am sorry for being not my self.. I took you hand and got to my knees and told you i love you with all my heart .  I am so.sorry for not saying it sooner my love.. Thanks so much for being there for me.. During a time in my life when i did not deserve to be loved at all ..Tonight i am alive again..This newborn baby has change my heart.. Now i know what love truly is..

there was a time

  There was a time in my life that I was so lonely and without hope for a better tomorrow.. There were times that I wished I had died and thought no one would ever notice I was gone.. There were times at night when I would cry so hard because of emptiness that was in my heart.. There were times I tried to find a way out of the loneness that I have felt most of my life.. There  were times in my life I was never hugged or was ever told I love you by my mom or dad.. There were times that I felt it would have been better for everyone if I was never born.. Then this one night an angel appeared to tell me of our heavenly fathers love for me.. The Angel spoke of God's love for me. That he was there all my life but I never saw.. The angel said in that time all I needed was to believe on our lord that he was there loving me.. The angel spoke of Gods plan for me to give me all that I ever need. That he loved me so very much.. He told me that one day soon that the Lord would send the one love for me..For this is his plan to take away my emptiness and the loneness that i have..And to bless me with joy and love forevermore.. So now the time had come where his plan for me was to be fulfilled.. He has sent you into my life.. You open up my heart and filled it with love.. it is no longer empty and i am not feeling lonely any more.. The time for me has come to feel loved and wanted by you my love and to be hold for evermore.. The Lord open my eyes to his love that he has for me.. and for his desire to bless me for the faith i found ..The time is now that i have hope for a better tomorrow ..because my heart has been filled with love

dreams do come true

I always wonder what it would be like to have you dreams come true for once in you life.. I have laid in my bed each and every night dreaming of the that one true love of mine... The dreams were wonderful and felt so real.. As a slept there holding my one true love so very close to me.. Waking up with you true love every day what a beautiful feeling to have inside of you heart.. To share a life with someone so wonderful and so very sweet.And for all of you hope's of a wonder life... So each and every night I could not wait to fall asleep... To dream of my one true love.. Well here I am to tell you that dreams do come true if you really truly believe in them.. One day while i was walking in the park.. There i meet the one i knew  would be my dream come true... Just like my dream there she was so beautiful to the eye.. And my heart confirm this is the one.. That i have dreamt of for so many of a night.. As i got the courage up to talk to her.. She tap me on my shoulder..Saying this might seem very strange for you to hear. But i had many of dreams of my one true love... That i will meet someday very soon.. My heart has told me that you the one i have been dreaming of to share my hopes and my dreams and my heart for ever more. As my heart confirm with what she said to me. I looked her in her eye's and said it is not very strange to me.. Because you see i had the very same dream as you.. And you are the one that i have been dreaming of every night for a very long time. Now i no longer wonder what it would be like to have you dreams come true.. Because my dream has come true. I have my one true love in my arms.. And waking up everyday to the one i love with all my heart.... So never give up on you dreams because you never know when they would come true...

take a look today

The day is wonderful look at all what our lord has created for us to see and have.. The Rose is so beautiful to the eye to behold. The fragrance so wonderful to smell .Listen to the birds as the sing  letting the world know of God's perfect plan. look out at our vast oceans and all the life it contains.. Some mighty and small.. The deep blue sea with island's throughout.. They so beautiful to see and to be with the one you love.. Look at the sky in the day the deep blue sky is so beautiful to see on a warm summers day.. Look at the stars and moon at night  and see how wonderful and grand they are.. The moon has help many young loves to fall in love..  And all the stars shines for us.. The day is so wonderful my love  I take you hand and whisper to you I love you.. So listen to nature and all it creatures shout to the world of the greatest love of all.. The world our heavenly father made for us to have to share and fall in love for evermore ..The day is so wonderful look at what our lord has done brought us together for evermore

the room

 I walked to the door and close it behind me.. In my room i went to the computer to see if my love is on.. As i look at my window i did day dream of me and my love being in each others arms.. To hold tight for ever more. I walked to my bed and put up my feet and look at my ceiling just thinking of what will come.. This is my room and where i stay to talk to my love.. and now my love is here..  I love to be there with my love.. But till the time comes i will be here dreaming of my one true love..

the world

The world my love you have given to me is the most beautiful world I ever had in my life.. The world I lived in before was a cold and lonely world of no I love you's and being alone.. The world I faced was mean and cruel no one cared no word ever said to me I love you...The world you have given to me that day you walked into it.. I hope it will never go away the world you have given me is full of love and I hear you say I love you and it melts my heart.. The world you have given to me has much sunshine and there is no more coldness in my life..The world is perfect as long as I have you in my life my love.. Never again would i feel not loved.. The world i want is to have with you  for evermore is a place for us to share our dreams, share our love ..The world is full of sunshine the world we have is heaven sent thanks for changing my world the world my love you have given me is the most beautiful world thanks my love for everything  ,,

the photo album

  Last night while you were out with you friends I open up our photo album to look through it. It contains our history of the first time we dated when our parents wanted to take a picture. I look closely at you face how much this did bug you but you were the true trooper for them. The first Christmas we share as boyfriend and girlfriend when we open our first gifts together That look on you face when you open you gift I give you was so wonderful as I could you cry When I open you gift  you give to me I was in awe it was the best gift I ever gotten in my life Oh the memories did these picture's bring back to me of how blessed I am with you in my life The pictures of time  we have taken of us will always be the source of our love caught in time The time I got on my knee to ask you to be my wife I would never expect the face I saw This picture told of it all the love you have for me and the love I have for you caught in time As the tears fill my eyes I saw the picture of you in you wedding dress so beautiful and pure bringing to me the words of our vows we made to each other and kept to this very day Oh How can I say without the tears that I have now falling from my face I will never be alone never feel a day without love a day without happiness ever since that first day we meet.. Last night as i went through the photo album my heart melted because of our love we have..  

there are times

  there are times in life when you have to take a path to what you want to do in Life there are times that you lonely and all alone feeling the storm clouds all around you.. there are times when you so happy with how things are going for you in this life.. there are times when i just lay awake at night and just cry for the lack of love i don't have there are times i wished i would not wake because i feel no one would ever love me there are times when you find the one you love and want to share you life with forever there is this time right now i have it all i have you my love and you make me so happy there is a time for everything the bible says so i think we went through most of these there were times we made mistakes and there were times we did everything right there is a time to say i love you with all my heart and would you marry me my love.. there are times when life is grand i know have these times in my life all because of you my Love!!!...  

this fear i have

this fear I have is so strong and true my heart is scared for  what may lay ahead in life I look at this world and see the pain so many go through at the hands of evil that is around seeing women girls children being abused  raped and killed and mothers not loving there children. Fathers who do not love the children or gives a hug or a word I love you so why is life so cruel people on drugs and willing to die at there own hands where did there hope go that drugs was the answer so I went to the one who cares for all the world and prayed this prayer  for those who has been hurt take the pain and suffering and give them peace in there hearts that you love them so that the day will come when evil will answer for every women every girl every boy that been hurt or killed that eveil will be judge ti hell forevermore,, and that they that were hurt feel Gods love through out all time.. this fear I have is so strong and true my heart was scared but not anymore because My lord lives in my heart for evermore. I have no more fear my heart is brave I have the one who died for me holding me in his mighty arms... let those who meant this evil feel his love for ever more praise his might name!!!

the rainbow

After the rains the sun comes out..  To make the most beautiful of all rainbows in the sky..  With all the brilliant colors they show the world of one of God's promise's he has made to us.. To some the rainbow gives them hope for that pot of gold  that supposed to be at the end of it.. To some it speaks of a better time ahead.. With hope in there hearts for a brighter future.. To some the brilliant colors inspire them to be creative and use the talents they have inside. The bands of the seven colors so pure and wonderful in the purest form of colors to mankind.. Every time it rains I look for Gods promise of the rainbow he has made to us.. To tell the world of his Glory... And with this rainbow he gives to us to is to tell the world he keeps his promise's he has made to mankind... So not only when we look upon the rainbow ..Our Father in Heaven does also to remind him of his word to the world my friend.. Let there be many rainbows in our lives .That when we look upon one after the rains stop. That we  remember the promises we have made to each another.. And be like the rainbow ever so wonderful.. That keep's us reminded of our Father  in heaven.. Who loves us so. And for us to love one another. So let's look towards the heavens and watch for the rainbows that tell of a promise long ago made to us by our loving father so long ago of his love of mankind...

the clouds of life

as the clouds of the day drift by for all to see you see patches of blue sky so perfect to see. in this world full of uncertainties we seem to be unwilling to let our hearts be known to others. look at the stars our Good Lord has made for us to wonder and think of the possibilities. if we close our eyes and try to live a life all alone we will have lost what God has intended He has given us insight and knowledge to seek out the answers we need in this life so today as I was laying on the ground and watch the mighty clouds drift by I thought of you. if I never open my heart and feelings to you it be just like the clouds above drifting on by as I notice even though there be clouds in our life's  some are good and some are bad that they do pass by and the sun returns to say all will be alright and how great it is to be alive..

this is the day

This is the day we were suppose to marry my love.. And there you are with another.. That night you cheated on me broke my heart in a million pieces my love.. I loved you with all my heart!! There was nothing in this world i would not have done for you but you did not care.. You wanted to be with another and you did not care or love me enough to stay true.. Now my days are filled with pain of a love lost in my life. Why my love did you cheat on me my love? You told me you loved me so very much and i was the only one for you.. Why did you lie to me my love? How long have it since you fell out in love with me my love? Why did you not care for me? My heart will never be the same..Because my love i loved you more then you did me.. This is the day we were suppose to be marry.. But instead here i am alone and broken hearted..

THE Magic we found

There you were on the dance floor moving like an angel so beautiful and graceful.. I could not take my eyes from you because of the way you were dancing so beautiful.. The perfume you were wearing smelled so wonderful like being in a garden full of flowers.. I've asked you to dance with me this night.. And then the magic happen we moved as one.. So wonderful in each others arms. Our eyes locked into each others. And we felt the magic. It was like we were the only one's in the room.. As our hearts melted into one for each other.. The dance was coming to an end. But there we were still dancing to our own music we made.. The room had empty and there we were.. In the middle of the room in each others arms.. Lost in each other and dancing to the beat of love we found.. This night was full of magic... Here we are today still dancing with each other we never missed a beat for our love for each other.. The magic still lives on today because our hearts became one for each other.  I will dance with you through out the times as we move to the magic of the song in our hearts.

the day that change my life

Sometimes my life is not  what many see on the outside my friend.. They think nothing bothers me. There are many a night that I have cried alone in my bed.. Because no one knows the pain I am in. The day that I faced when I lost the one I love change my world for ever more.. The tears come easy now for me. I was at work my friend when the call came in. To say my love was killed in a accident on the road. I drop the phone and not moved a muscle.. I do not remember nothing my friend.. My mind just thought of my love., Just this morning when we awoke .. There she was holding me and smiling so much... Telling me how lucky she was to have me to love.. And how much she loves me  with all her heart. We woke up from bed she cooked me breakfast.. And we sat there staring into each other eyes . Then it was time for work we held each other and kissed each other and saying I love you to one another... That was the last kiss my friend my last hug and my last look of my love I ever will have.. Today I am alone with her alive in my heart.. For my love for her was a forever love.. So this is the pain I keep inside the loss of my love.. And I cry alone at night wishing she was her with me.. I do anything to have one last kiss with my one true love...

Seems like yesterday

The days with you seem to fly by very fast my love it just seems like yesterday when I first met you... I remember the first time I asked you go out with me how shy you were and you just giggled.. the first date we had at the movies when you laid you head upon my shoulder so softly. the first time I said I Love You I saw the tears of joy flow from you eye and  that smiled.. oh yes that smile of yours this is what brought me to you .. you smile brightens up any room.. I love the walks we had in the park, that look of joy resting upon you face was worth it all.. I remember the funny things we do together how you love to tickle my feet to wake me up.. The very first time you baked me a cake you have forgotten to add the sugar to it and how you felt But it was the best cake I ever had eaten. because my love it was made by you with love for me. I loved how you speak of me when you think I am not around to you friends telling them the love you have for me... I love how you snuggle close to be when you get scared and just want to be close to me.. Yes the days seem to fly by with you my love for these days are the best I ever had.. My love for you grows with each and everyday to see you face first thing in the morning and the last thing at night. So here  is the day when our first born is being born what a blessing it is for us my love.. Our first child is a girl she just as beautiful as you my love now I have the two girls to love for the rest of my life. Yes the days seem to fly bye it just seems like yesterday when I first told you I love you..

felt so alone untill

If i did not have a friend in you my love.. I be so alone in this world with out no hope.. Everyday while i was growing up i never once had some one tell me why they cared for me.. At night i would cry my self to sleep and not let no one see oh hear  how empty i was inside.. No one ever said they loved me.. All i ever remember was them laughing at me for no good reason.. Maybe it was the clothes i was wearing since my mom never had much money to spend.. She was so busy never took the time to say i love you.. She was always so tired to care.. I grew up in my own little world.. Where no one could have ever hurt me i felt safe there.. This was my life until the day you walked into my life.To change it forever.. And you made me feel so loved ..You shown me a different way of life that open my heart to a new world of love and caring.. Thanks so much for being my love but most of all thanks so much for being my best friend..

what a friend i have

When you feel down and have no where to turn just turn toward Jesus he understands!! He will never say to you I told you so.. He will just  but his mighty arms around you... I have been on this road before when I thought I lost everything that matters to me... The times were rough and no one seem to care. Because there life was so busy to care.. There were times I wished I was died!! Just to escape the pain I was feeling.. But Jesus came to me... He knocked on my door and I let him in.. And I heard his story of what he had done for me.. As tears formed in my eyes he said to me there is nothing I can't forgive.. just call upon me!!! I remember this night he knocked on my door and he told me of his love for me I was in awe!!! No one has ever care for me like this!! Willing to die for me and forgive me of all my sins ..His love passes all understanding my friend.. You feel it through out you soul and you heart!! Because you see my friend that night he called upon me was the night I wanted to die... He shown me a way that I never knew or felt before.. And that I was somebody worth loving!! So that night as the tears came to my eyes.. The burden of shame.. The burden of hurt.. Was lifted from me as with every sin I committed.. And know I know I have a friend in Jesus!! So today I have everything to live for.. And now I know why he knocked on my door because I am worth loving.. Liked he said to me.. Because He first loved me before I knew him.. I love you Jesus!! And I praise you name.!! Thanks for all you done for me you made me free from all my sins.. And today my love he brought me into you life.. What a joy i feel sharing my love with you..

my best friends

well I am here in my bed and mommy and daddy just tucked me in for sleep.. right beside me was my very two best friends.. Whom I shared my deepest secrets..They were my bunny beany and my horse beany  who has never ever told  anyone of my secrets that i have told them.. When the storm clouds come and the thunder roars there are my friends bunny and horsey snuggle up close to me. To protect me from those flashes of lighting and the thunder so loud ..I was so scared but when I held on to bunny and horsey they made me feel safe inside..They promise not to tell of how sacred I was. they my very best friends I have in this whole wide world always there to keep me safe and listen to my dreams and hopes and plans I have ..always staying close to my side

so sorry

i know i am not perfect my love.. I know what i did could never be change or be taken back.. I live with this everyday blaming my self for what i did.. I can not even forgive myself.. I made a promise to you my love that i would never break you heart.. But i did do that my love.. I seen the hurt that i had caused to you my love for what i did.. I will never forgive myself... I tried to say i am so sorry my love.. And i thought you forgive me from what i did.. I know you have not forgotten because of the pain you live with you carry everyday.. I wished i could take this day back my love.. I would have not done what i did ..It was wrong my love.. I really love you dear more then you will ever know.. I will do anything to make it up to you my love.. I wished i did not break you heart and caused the tears of hurt you cried.. I am so sorry love i want to make you heart whole again.. Because my love i love you so very much.. So listen to my heart as i tell you these words.. I love you with all my heart ,mind and soul you my life, my love my everything.. I know i cant go on with out you in my life.. My love you have the key to my heart please  keep it safe.. Because no one else can ever come in again but you my love. I love you so very much and always will through out all time..

the lion

Take a look at the lion how powerful and mighty he is.. Just the beauty of this lion is grand ..Our Good Lord knew what he was doing.. And one day soon my friend we will once again lay with the lion.. Look how he moves as he walks.. Knowing he is the best of the best.. What a  beautiful sight to see..  I love to hear the roar of the lion letting the others know he is around and in charge. I love how he protects the one he loves and how the lion take's care of there young.. A lion is one of Gods greatest beasts. So fast  so strong and once was so gentle as can be,, You could have walked up and petted it and listen to it purr... One day soon when our good Lord comes back to claim his own.. We will once again walk side by side with the Lion who is one of God's greatest design..

it is the right time

Here it is my love the day I thought would never come. This is the day we will be married. The very first time we talked about this the times seem so far away. we just said it is not the right time yet. We went through our life's making sure of want we wanted out of life So when the time was right I asked you to marry me. We had this wonderful engagement to each other always being there no matter what. We looked at each other's hearts and we both knew the time was right to make this commitment to one another. I am so in love with you and I am so glad for today has come I waited for this all my life To have this one Girl who I would love for all time to  meet her needs and wants in this life I am glad the time has come to see you in you wedding gown there you are so beautiful Waiting for the music to start to walk down the aisle with this beautiful smile and a tear in you eye. there I was in the front of the church looking down the aisle  watching the most beautiful bride in the whole wide world.  I took you hand and there we stood and when I heard the words I now pronounce you man and wife I knew the time has come. for our journey to begin

the time has come

I  am just here tonight all alone in my bed thinking of how I will ask you to marry me .. I go over and over the words I want to say to you in my head just to find the right ones to say..You see my love the first day I have met you. I had fallen head over heals in love with you.. I love the silly things you do. I love the  serious time we have to my love. I love you so much ..You have chased all my troubles away my dear to give me this feeling of warmth I have inside.. I am more sure of my future with you then with anything else that I ever felt before in my life.. I look through the times we were dating ..Some funny, Some sad and some with romantic love.. How we were there for each other when the storm clouds gather to try to pull us apart.. But you and I held on tight not willing to let each other go.. Our love was stronger together.. I could never ever imagined my life without you my love.. You are my one true love.. So here are the words I will say to you tomorrow when I ask you to marry me.. My Love I have never felt a love so powerful and true as ours my love. You make my heart melt so fast.. Every time I am with you I am lost in our own little world.. There is no other's who can come in.. So I get down on my knee to ask you these words.. I am so in love with you. I need you. To have and to hold not just today or tomorrow but forever my love.. I want everyday with you to be wonderful. I want to share my love with you for evermore.. To spend my every waking minute of my life loving you.. So I laid awake all night long to come up with words to say to you.. But here I am on my knee.. So the time has come to ask you my love. Will you marry me? And become my beautiful wife to spend forever with me.....

the magic of the moon

The moon and stars are very bright tonight the moon is full giving it's light to the earth many lovers sit under this moon holding hands and telling of their love for one other the very first time that you and I sat under the stars the moon was like tonight's moon the moon was full and very bright it has a magic of it own as many have fallen in love from it we were  sitting on the bench that night loving to watch the moon so bright and big the stars seem to dance with joy moving from spot to spot the falling star was a sign for us it tells of how the universe is so vast and big just like our love for one other what a love it is the moon is always there in many shapes and sizes through out the month for our enjoyment tonight as we sat under the moon and stars i took you hand and confess my love for you i want you to be my wife for ever more and to sit here together under the moon and stars to share our dreams and hopes for our future to hold each other when we need it the most i want to give you my love so much to make our hearts beat as one i love you so much our love keeps growing strong look at the moon it never failed to  work it's magic of love

the breakfast

This morning I woke from a sound sleep to smell of you cooking breakfast for you and me. I walked down the stairs and just stood at the doorway and watch you move so beautiful. There you were cooking and singing with a song of happiness and this smile so beautiful. You still have not notice me there just standing there and watching you with joy in my heart!! I am the most happiest man alive because I have the best women any man could ever want!! As you were busy cooking I came up behind you and put my arms around you and kissed you.. And you took my hands and you turn around and said to me I so happy I have you in my life.. I never felt so loved as I do with you my love. I enjoy cooking for you and  everything else I do for you ..You have made me feel like a princess!! And I love the things you did for me I love you so.. I just stared in amazement because my love.. I am the one who feels he is lucky with you love.. I never been so loved before until you came into my life.. You done more for me then I could ever do for you my love. A tear fell from my eye.. As here I am with this most beautiful girl in the whole wide world!!! And who loves me so very much!!! I took you hand and held you tight and said to you.. I give you all I have no matter what... I want you to be so loved by me.. I will do everything  I can for you just to stay this happy..Because my love our love is strong and our hearts are one !! We will love each other forever more my love. So we sat down to breakfast my love and every bite was delicious to eat because it was made with love. Thank you love for all you do for me!!!!

a beautiful day

What a beautiful day it was. The sun was shining and the sky was a very deep blue.. The water in the stream was running so slow. The sound it made was beautiful to the ears.. For this day you could see as far as you could.. Nothing but clearness on the horizon.. The children were playing with are there energies.. Enjoying this fine summer day.. As i sat there along the stream taking in the gentle breeze.. And then there you were like a beautiful rose!! Standing out  for all to see. You came to me to ask me the time.. And we sat there for hours just talking like old friends.. As we were lost in wonder of our words.. We finally notice the time and forgot what we were suppose to be doing.. We just laughed together.. I said to you with these words from my heart. I think you feel the same as me alive inside.. I hope you will go to dinner with me.. And to began a new chapter in our live's.. Let's nourish this seed of love and see where it will take us to.. You answer me yes with a smile so bright ..So here we are today my love.. Fifty years from the date you first walked up to me, That seed that was planted that day.. bloom to a wonderful growth and still is growing today what a beautiful day it was the sun was shining and the sky was a very deep blue.. I would never want to change a thing because my love i am so in love with you so very much..

the dance

It was this feeling deep inside that I came to you table that night to ask you to dance with me.. The moment my eyes seen you I knew I had to introduce myself to you ..And to have a dance with you,.. Your eyes look up from what you were doing to tell me why would i dance with you.. but then you looked at me and you knew  for youself i was the one for you . My answer back to you was you prince has arrived.. the song started to play i give you my hand you took my hand and we walked to the dance floor and all of a sudden it felt like we were dancing on air you moved liked an angel so fine i felt you heart beat much faster as mine was too at this moment you also knew i be the one that would dance with your forever more to hold heart and keep it safe from all hurt.and storms..   As the song was  coming to an end we both stood there with amazement in our hearts because tonight our first dance was not plan but was there to bring us together forevermore so we will dance for evermore and as we dance our thoughts will go back to this day i came to you table and asked you to dance and how this dance felt like heaven to you and me

friendship

We walk this road in life to always have friends to share our moments we have Jesus was the very best friend anyone could have meet on this road of life you did not have to do nothing fancy or prove nothing to him to be you friend He was there always waiting for you to walk this road of life to open you eyes to the hand he was holding out for you to grab he would not be offended if you walked on by he be there everyday and waits for you no matter how long you would take his hand as you see Jesus died for you and me not because he had to because he wanted to to show us what true friendship means. to be there for you because he wanted to be so many mistakes what friendship is thinking they have to do certain things it not like this  This is what Jesus would do he give his all and freely give this is what true friendship is so my friend this is why i walk down the road of life to make as many friends as i can holding out my hand to anyone who would want to take it and let me in to be there friend to be like Jesus because he first love me and wanted me as his friend thank you Lord!!!

the rain falls gently

As the rain falls softly outside.. And there I am on my porch watching it fall to the earth.. Watching how mother nature gives to it's creation.. The needs that all living things need to survive.. Gently the rains reach every space that there is to make sure all is taken care of.. This rain reminds me of how life needs certain things to survive.. And we take it for granted.. And love is one of these things!! We all need love in one form or another.. There is many type's of love.. Every child needs to be loved by there parents ..And to be told how much they are loved by them.. Take a look at all Gods creatures..And how they take care of there young ones.. and there you see love they have for there own.. Everyone of us need's to be loved  either by a friend or a mom or a dad or brother or sister and all of the rest of the family beyond ..But there is one love we are seek out and want in our lives.. That will reach all areas in our life ..Just like the gentle rain that falls slowly but steady to the earth.. To reach everything that needs it to survive.. This love is like this rain it is steady through out our lives..  To reach all of the areas of our heart.. This love is unlike the love we have from any other.. For this love is meant just for two..This love that touches my heart and yours is like this gentle rain ..And bring's it to the path of love where we will share it .It.reaches places in our lives that we both been seeking ..Just like the rain which covers it all.. As the rain softly falls to the ground. Our love softly grows to the point where it has steadily grown.. My love for you has come like the rain that gently falls to you heart to cover all of you life with love for ever more..

wish every night was like this

The night is setting in and as the sunsets in the west.. I took you hand to watch the scene unfold.. Inside my thoughts these words came to me.. I wished every night was just like this.. The days at work are long and the time am apart from you seems so long my love.. As i held you hand  and watch you look at mother natures beauty my love.. These thoughts came to me that of all Gods handy work with mother nature He has given earth so much beauty.. And he did not stop there my love.. He has made you so much more beautiful then anything else he has created.. Everything about you is perfect in my eyes.. He made you an angel so wonderful to beheld ..So here i am with Gods best gift to me at my side.. Loving me for who i am .Oh how i wished every night was like this my love with you here with me at my side for ever more

my what if's

What if i did more for you then i have done.. What if i told you i loved you you more then i did.. What if i held you in my arms more then i did.. What if i paid more attention to how much you love me then i had.. What if i stayed home more often with you then going out with the guys.. What if i turn off the football game and just cuddle with you more then i haved.. What if i told you more how beautiful you are more often then i did ..What if i was much more open to you then i have been with my feelings.. What if i brought you flowers more often then i did my love.. What if i wiped the tears you cried away when you were scared the most.. What if i was there more often when you needed me the most my love.. What if i took notice when we were growing apart so i could have stop it.. As i ponder all my what if's.. I seen you daughter today i saw her beautiful smile and seen you beauty within her ..She could have been ours my love.. Then my final what if is what if i had asked you to be my wife then you daughter would have been ours to love together.. What if's is all i have left my love.. I miss you dear with all of my heart!!

ever wonder

Every wonder what life would be like with out the person you loved with all you heart? My life would fall apart my love if something happen to you... You are my everything I would wake up in the morning with no hope in my heart. I be missing you with all my heart.. I would  walk in a fog thinking of you every moment of the day and when I am alone I would cry the tears of sadness that will flow enough to fill many oceans in the world ten times over... The sunshine would fade to dark storm clouds where ever I went nothing would be right again.. The warmth that is in my heart will turn very cold not feeling you love will change my joy to sadness my love... At night i would just cry my self to sleep not having you at my side.. I never want to wonder what life with out you would be like.. I love the sunshine you give to me the things you do and say to me .You my love i never want to lose you my everything that i need to make my life complete. So i never ever want to wonder what life would be like with out you in my life

every once in a while

  Every once in a while someone comes into you life that changes you forever.. This day has come to me when you came into my life.. My dear you heart touched mine today.. It was a day i will never forget!! The way it made me look deep inside my heart and to let this love come in... I was looking for a love that will never die..A love that would withstand the storms that come in life.. And  this one day you came into my life with sunshine following you where ever you went.. The gray clouds left this very day.. And was replaced with sunshine and all its warmth.. The love you had broke down all my walls i put up.. To say i am the one that you been seeking !!My love is a love that goes beyond to give you peace and comfort everyday.. My heart did sing when you heart came close to mine. I never felt this kind of love ever before.  It's a love that is true and pure.. Every once in a while someone comes in to you life to touch you heart unlike any other.. This day did come my love when you came into my life to touch my heart for ever more.. My heart and soul knew this day you were the one with whom i would  love forevermore  ...

the feeling deep inside

This feeling I feel deep inside when I hear you voice when I talk with you on the phone.. It  has this way to make me feel like a little boy in a candy store..With my eyes so open wide and being so excited... I know that when we can finally get to be with each other.. I know it will be so wonderful!!! I lay awake at night in my bed thinking of when I can hold you close... And kiss you lips and to look into you beautiful eyes.. And to see you wonderful smile.. to smell you beautiful scent and just cherish you for evermore. We have talked for hours on end.. Of our dreams and of our hopes and our desires for our life's to be together for  evermore.. My dear I will give you everything you ever desire.. And to make you every dream you ever had...And to make them all come true for evermore.. My love for you I cannot explai.of how it grows more and more with each passing day..All I know is that I think of you all the time.. And the smiles I have so many  have seen.. I know I am the most happiest man here on this earth.. Because my love I have you heart!! And the feeling I have  deep inside is a feeling I never want to lose... Because my love for you is true.. I want your hand to hold forevermore.. To make you feel safe and feel loved.. I want to cherish you for evermore.. I want to tell you every day that i love you so.. I would never change a thing that we have.. Our love for one another is the best there ever was.. I want to give you all I have. No matter what I want to give to you the little things that really count... This feeling I have  deep inside is not there by it self it is there with you love..Because you have given me you heart to hold.To keep. it safe from everything.. To give you my love for evermore.. and to hold you close to my heart.. This is what I want to say..  I Love you with all my heart and soul. I will give my life to make you safe for evermore...

i will wait for you

there you are crying from a broken heart from the one you thought loved you so I see the tears roll from you eyes I wanted so much to tell you this I have loved you from the first time I saw you walk into the room but I kept my love a secret because you had someone in you life I watched him miss treat you and he has never treated you right I seen you sadness  when you thought no one else could see I seen you with tears so many times because he broke another date i walked up to you not saying a word i sat beside you and give you a hug you tears soaked my shirt and i just held you so much tighter to give you comfort i finally said this to you my dear i know why you here  those tears are from a broken heart i know i should wait to say this to you but tonight i want to tell you this  i have loved you from the very first time you walked into the room my love for you is real and true i wanted to say i love you so many times before but i did not want to be the one to break you up with the one you thought you loved but tonight you eyes were open you heart was broken for the very last time  i will wait for you to heal you heart so we can begin the journey of love

once in a life time love

It is once in a lifetime love that we do have and been searching for all our life's As we both feel it deep in our hearts the love for each other that is so grand and great.. I never thought in this whole wide world I would fine this kind of love. It's not like any other we ever felt before. or ever had in our life's.. It is a love that goes beyond  all time.. In our life's we each had many broken hearts and many broken promises all because of love.. But love that I feel now is unlike  any others that were before.. This love that is true  reaches the depths of my heart and makes my heart sing with joy and amazement.. To feel this once in a lifetime love it is a blessing from above and I am glad it is you my love that this once in a life time love has come to you and me.. Can't you feel it deep in you soul the feelings of warmth the feelings of joy every moment of the day. It is a once in a lifetime love that we have and I am glad my love we found each other with this love to share our love for all eternity for you to be my once in a lifetime love for all enterinty