dreaming of you

Here it is another night I am alone without you here with me.. All I have left are dreams of you.. I dream of the times when we were happy and enjoying each other.. And being so in love.. I am still broken hearted from what took place with us.. When I know it was not right that day you said to me... I need to leave to find my way.. It was the day my happiness ended.. It took me by surprise because you told me you love me with all you heart before you left... I thought I would not live that night my love.. I never felt pain as much as this in my heart ever before.. I loved you so very much and I would have done anything for you.. Including of letting you go.. But I did not know how much that would hurt when it came true.. I put on a brave face that night  I give you a hug and I said to you.. You can leave I be fine. I just want you to be happy in you life.. You had tears in you eyes because I knew that it was also tearing you apart inside.. It has now been months since I heard from you.. I hope you can still feel my love that i have for you.. I cry every night the tears that soak my pillow.. Waiting till the day you will fine you way.. Here i am today still dreaming of you and loving you waiting till you fine you way in life.. I love you so..