i found my way

I have the feeling of love in my heart.. I thought I would never find it again and. to feel the joys of love ..The things in my life that have broken my heart have taken a tool on the feelings I had inside.. I lost my way in my life.. I had change into someone i did not like.. All because love was gone... I never thought of what I did or what I had said was cold or harsh.. But  yes it was i see it now.. Many a night I would think that no one cared if i lived or died.. Why should i care for anyone then.. One day it happen.. The change that was going to come into my life from heaven above.. I was on the road and the rain was pouring down.. There was a car stop in the middle of the road.. There inside was a woman all alone  ready to give birth.. I felt this need from within my heart to help this lady who was in need..Tthen a flash of light appeared an angel appeared at her side.. All my problems i thought had just lifted from my shoulders as i help this lady out this night.. The angel said to me it was love that you lost.. And she tonight will show you what love is all about..  As she  was giving birth i help her breathed. And when i saw the baby girl that she give birth too ..My heart felt this warmth that i thought i lost so long ago.. To see a mom give birth to a beautiful babygirl and to see the love she had inside of her heart as she held her newborn babe.. She smiled at me to say thanks and she put the newborn in my arms.. I felt this love rush through my soul.. God tonight had healed me.. Now i look at life a new..Telling everyone i love them so.. And that am sorry for being not my self.. I took you hand and got to my knees and told you i love you with all my heart .  I am so.sorry for not saying it sooner my love.. Thanks so much for being there for me.. During a time in my life when i did not deserve to be loved at all ..Tonight i am alive again..This newborn baby has change my heart.. Now i know what love truly is..