the world is not the same

The world today is not the world we knew.. When they took the lives of so many that day.. I thought of all the innocent live's  that were lost that day and what were there final thoughts..I am sure some of the thoughts were of the love ones that were going to be left behind with out them ..And there were some who never knew love or had a hug dying all alone the dreadful day.. There were some who cried to our lord to forgive them of there sins that day so they could go home with him..  As we sat there that day watching in horror what evil can do to destroy so many on one single day.. My thoughts turn to you in my heart this day.. If i were to die i want you to know I  Love You So Very Much.!!.  I want to hold you always in my arms tell you every day i love you so very much.. For when i leave to go into this evil world. I take with me you love and you spirit in my heart,, If today were my last i want you to know the touch my hand ,the kiss of my lips, and the words of my heart.. This world is  not the same world we knew ..But one day our Lord will come to give us a new earth and heaven.. So if i died before you my love.. I be in heaven waiting for you.. My heart and Love will always belong to you..

our love

Our love is much more then we ever thought it would be when we first meet that day.. How it has grown to where it is today where our heart's belong to one another.. Every time that we together our hearts beat much faster for the love we have for each other.. There is no one that can compare to you in this whole wide world I would rather be with .. Our love is one of a kind and there is none other like ours for our love is deep in our souls.. Our love has brought us happiness far beyond any we have felt in our life's before.. Our love looks beyond the outside but looks deep in our hearts for the beauty we have.. Our love has brought sunshine to our hearts where we look forward to each other.. Our love amazes me how it has made us one for each other i would not change a thing.. Our love was meant to be and all we had to do is find each other and we have my love.. Our love is heaven sent to touch two souls who needed  each other to love for evermore.. Our love is much more then we ever thought it would be..  I  love how our love for one another has grown to where it is today.....

dreaming of you

Here it is another night I am alone without you here with me.. All I have left are dreams of you.. I dream of the times when we were happy and enjoying each other.. And being so in love.. I am still broken hearted from what took place with us.. When I know it was not right that day you said to me... I need to leave to find my way.. It was the day my happiness ended.. It took me by surprise because you told me you love me with all you heart before you left... I thought I would not live that night my love.. I never felt pain as much as this in my heart ever before.. I loved you so very much and I would have done anything for you.. Including of letting you go.. But I did not know how much that would hurt when it came true.. I put on a brave face that night  I give you a hug and I said to you.. You can leave I be fine. I just want you to be happy in you life.. You had tears in you eyes because I knew that it was also tearing you apart inside.. It has now been months since I heard from you.. I hope you can still feel my love that i have for you.. I cry every night the tears that soak my pillow.. Waiting till the day you will fine you way.. Here i am today still dreaming of you and loving you waiting till you fine you way in life.. I love you so..

standing together forever

I stood in silence today.. As I heard the tape you made for me to listen to about our love.. I heard you voice in a way that I have grown accustomed too.. Filled with love and joy.. As you told me how you feel in you heart and soul and mind about the way i love you... How I gave you all you hearts desires.. and most important the great memories of love we share.. You told me how it made you feel when I was there to see you not you best.. And not saying a word of discouragement to you... But stood to listen to all you storms you are going through with love and understanding.. You told me of you past relationships how the one you thought you loved had let you down.. But there I am still standing with you with whatever our troubles might have been.. Still loving you with all my heart.. You told me how they just left you there when the storms have come into you life.. Not staying around to comfort you...I heard you say how much you so love me and how i made you complete. I heard the door open behind me..There you were with a tear in you eye ..But as i turn to look at you my eyes were filled with tears.. It was not just me who stood there when the storms came into our lifes.. It was you standing there ..And you have loved me the very same way ..As i have loved you with all my heart... We both stood the ground to  those who would see us apart.. To stand as one in love for evermore.. I walked to you and held you in my arms so very close.. And we both said to one another i will love you through out all time.. And i will stand with you forever more..

tugging at my heart

There has been something tugging at my heart today. As i sat there in the park to think.. As i watched the people walk by some old and some young were holding hands so tight.. I watched their faces and seen their love they had for one another through out their years.. Watching the younger ones with the love that feels so alive and wonderful in you heart.. This tugging in my heart was the love i have for you my love.. It is telling me our love is true.. Every where i look i see love all around.. A mother loving her children.. Young and old so in love.. My heart this day was being tugged by the love i have for you .and it is time to ask you to marry me.. So i left the park came right to you house . You answer the door and i got on my knee... I said these words to you this day ..I am here my love because there's been something tugging my heart.. To open my world to a new walk in life.. And there is only one thing missing in this walk. So here I am to make it complete..  Will you marry me and walk with me in our very own world.. There is a tugging at our hearts today.. The news we have been waiting for.. Our first child is on it's way.   

evil will be defeated

This world has seen in the past few years where evil is trying to sacred it to death The terrorist will surely be defeated in the end because they never be able defeat God one day I woke up and the world we knew has change so fast with the downing of the towers we as people went to war but it seems like we have forgotten why we went to war... some eve feel sorry for the terrorist's Man they do not understand these are the devils army... I hope one day very soon our heavenly father will send his son to take us home forevermore the devil and his army will be defeated and those who are God's children will find the love The new earth and heaven will be a place for all who belives where there never be no evil to walk upon it's land where Jesus will be there with the ones he loved there be singing unlike  we ever heard just praising Jesus for what he's done never more seeing  evils ways

i found my way

I have the feeling of love in my heart.. I thought I would never find it again and. to feel the joys of love ..The things in my life that have broken my heart have taken a tool on the feelings I had inside.. I lost my way in my life.. I had change into someone i did not like.. All because love was gone... I never thought of what I did or what I had said was cold or harsh.. But  yes it was i see it now.. Many a night I would think that no one cared if i lived or died.. Why should i care for anyone then.. One day it happen.. The change that was going to come into my life from heaven above.. I was on the road and the rain was pouring down.. There was a car stop in the middle of the road.. There inside was a woman all alone  ready to give birth.. I felt this need from within my heart to help this lady who was in need..Tthen a flash of light appeared an angel appeared at her side.. All my problems i thought had just lifted from my shoulders as i help this lady out this night.. The angel said to me it was love that you lost.. And she tonight will show you what love is all about..  As she  was giving birth i help her breathed. And when i saw the baby girl that she give birth too ..My heart felt this warmth that i thought i lost so long ago.. To see a mom give birth to a beautiful babygirl and to see the love she had inside of her heart as she held her newborn babe.. She smiled at me to say thanks and she put the newborn in my arms.. I felt this love rush through my soul.. God tonight had healed me.. Now i look at life a new..Telling everyone i love them so.. And that am sorry for being not my self.. I took you hand and got to my knees and told you i love you with all my heart .  I am so.sorry for not saying it sooner my love.. Thanks so much for being there for me.. During a time in my life when i did not deserve to be loved at all ..Tonight i am alive again..This newborn baby has change my heart.. Now i know what love truly is..

there was a time

  There was a time in my life that I was so lonely and without hope for a better tomorrow.. There were times that I wished I had died and thought no one would ever notice I was gone.. There were times at night when I would cry so hard because of emptiness that was in my heart.. There were times I tried to find a way out of the loneness that I have felt most of my life.. There  were times in my life I was never hugged or was ever told I love you by my mom or dad.. There were times that I felt it would have been better for everyone if I was never born.. Then this one night an angel appeared to tell me of our heavenly fathers love for me.. The Angel spoke of God's love for me. That he was there all my life but I never saw.. The angel said in that time all I needed was to believe on our lord that he was there loving me.. The angel spoke of Gods plan for me to give me all that I ever need. That he loved me so very much.. He told me that one day soon that the Lord would send the one love for me..For this is his plan to take away my emptiness and the loneness that i have..And to bless me with joy and love forevermore.. So now the time had come where his plan for me was to be fulfilled.. He has sent you into my life.. You open up my heart and filled it with love.. it is no longer empty and i am not feeling lonely any more.. The time for me has come to feel loved and wanted by you my love and to be hold for evermore.. The Lord open my eyes to his love that he has for me.. and for his desire to bless me for the faith i found ..The time is now that i have hope for a better tomorrow ..because my heart has been filled with love

dreams do come true

I always wonder what it would be like to have you dreams come true for once in you life.. I have laid in my bed each and every night dreaming of the that one true love of mine... The dreams were wonderful and felt so real.. As a slept there holding my one true love so very close to me.. Waking up with you true love every day what a beautiful feeling to have inside of you heart.. To share a life with someone so wonderful and so very sweet.And for all of you hope's of a wonder life... So each and every night I could not wait to fall asleep... To dream of my one true love.. Well here I am to tell you that dreams do come true if you really truly believe in them.. One day while i was walking in the park.. There i meet the one i knew  would be my dream come true... Just like my dream there she was so beautiful to the eye.. And my heart confirm this is the one.. That i have dreamt of for so many of a night.. As i got the courage up to talk to her.. She tap me on my shoulder..Saying this might seem very strange for you to hear. But i had many of dreams of my one true love... That i will meet someday very soon.. My heart has told me that you the one i have been dreaming of to share my hopes and my dreams and my heart for ever more. As my heart confirm with what she said to me. I looked her in her eye's and said it is not very strange to me.. Because you see i had the very same dream as you.. And you are the one that i have been dreaming of every night for a very long time. Now i no longer wonder what it would be like to have you dreams come true.. Because my dream has come true. I have my one true love in my arms.. And waking up everyday to the one i love with all my heart.... So never give up on you dreams because you never know when they would come true...

take a look today

The day is wonderful look at all what our lord has created for us to see and have.. The Rose is so beautiful to the eye to behold. The fragrance so wonderful to smell .Listen to the birds as the sing  letting the world know of God's perfect plan. look out at our vast oceans and all the life it contains.. Some mighty and small.. The deep blue sea with island's throughout.. They so beautiful to see and to be with the one you love.. Look at the sky in the day the deep blue sky is so beautiful to see on a warm summers day.. Look at the stars and moon at night  and see how wonderful and grand they are.. The moon has help many young loves to fall in love..  And all the stars shines for us.. The day is so wonderful my love  I take you hand and whisper to you I love you.. So listen to nature and all it creatures shout to the world of the greatest love of all.. The world our heavenly father made for us to have to share and fall in love for evermore ..The day is so wonderful look at what our lord has done brought us together for evermore

the room

 I walked to the door and close it behind me.. In my room i went to the computer to see if my love is on.. As i look at my window i did day dream of me and my love being in each others arms.. To hold tight for ever more. I walked to my bed and put up my feet and look at my ceiling just thinking of what will come.. This is my room and where i stay to talk to my love.. and now my love is here..  I love to be there with my love.. But till the time comes i will be here dreaming of my one true love..

the world

The world my love you have given to me is the most beautiful world I ever had in my life.. The world I lived in before was a cold and lonely world of no I love you's and being alone.. The world I faced was mean and cruel no one cared no word ever said to me I love you...The world you have given to me that day you walked into it.. I hope it will never go away the world you have given me is full of love and I hear you say I love you and it melts my heart.. The world you have given to me has much sunshine and there is no more coldness in my life..The world is perfect as long as I have you in my life my love.. Never again would i feel not loved.. The world i want is to have with you  for evermore is a place for us to share our dreams, share our love ..The world is full of sunshine the world we have is heaven sent thanks for changing my world the world my love you have given me is the most beautiful world thanks my love for everything  ,,